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"Let me give you an analogy. A pregnant woman came to the hospital before, but the child had a congenital deficiency and died two days after birth. The patient was so heartbroken that he completely forgot the whole process from pregnancy to ten months of pregnancy.Your symptoms are very similar to hers, and you are stimulated. Compared with being objective, your brain is more like trying to protect yourself and forget something subjectively."

Jiang Shiye couldn't help picking his trouser legs, swallowed hard, and smiled bitterly: "...Is this too outrageous?"

"The human body is so miraculous. Some things can't be completely explained by reason," the professor laughed. "Do you think it's reasonable for you to have lost your memory for three years for no reason? Boy, think about it for yourself, has the memory loss protected you?Emotions? Why did you forget these three years, and how did you remember them?"

...

Jiang Shiye was lying in Cen Si's arms, crying all the time.

He didn't believe what the Swedish doctor said 100%, but he did remember how much he wanted to forget his relationship with Cen Si.

When saw him again, regretted how much had forgotten.

He remembered that time when they parted at the bus station, he warned Cen Si that he must come back to find him, otherwise he would forget him.

Cen Si only said: "You can't forget me."

A prophecy.

In short, he is really an extreme and useless person.I don't know if it's hereditary, but gave all love too much to one person.He suddenly didn't blame Yi Bin who beat him for not wanting his Yi Min anymore, Yi Bin needed to vent, Yi Min needed to find, just like he wanted to forget.

Their family may really have that kind of morbid and inextricable love. When the loved one leaves, he will be in pain; if the loved one gets sick, he will feel worse than death.

If Cen Si really didn't survive this time, then Jiang Shiye would face such an ending again?

He really didn't dare to think about it.

"Zombie, I shouldn't have made you so sad."

Cen Si kept watching him wipe away his tears.

He likes to tease him, but when this person is crying and sad, he really takes it seriously, how flustered he feels how stupid his behavior is, "...I don't want you to cry for me."

"Your heart stopped suddenly that day..." Jiang Shiye said incoherently, twitching.

"What."

"You suddenly lost your heartbeat and breathing that day." Only at this time did Jiang Shiye dare to express his fear at that time, "I thought that if you didn't accompany me to work or record variety shows and MVs with me, if youIf you are not so tired, you may not deteriorate so quickly, I feel like I killed you..."

Cen Si was startled suddenly.

After a long time, he struggled to speak:

"Zombie, I told you that nothing I do is for you, but for myself." He was also a little incoherent, in a low voice, speaking fast, "I accompany you because I am happy doing this, because I loveYou, you know, I love you not just for making you happy, but for me too."

Jiang Shiye froze again.

Why does this person keep saying I love you?

It's so casual and natural.

Only the listener immediately became turbulent hypocritically.

I regret not recording it.

"And without you, I might have hung up the ball a long time ago." Cen Si said, "But I was thinking when I was sleeping, I haven't married you yet."

Jiang Shiye was so moved that he was about to pass out.

"If you're not married, if you die, you won't have a share of the inheritance. You may become a poor ghost again. It's so miserable. I just say don't die, and wait."

"..." Jiang Shiye didn't want to faint again.

He directly wiped away the tears that broke the embankment on Cen Si's hospital gown and pajamas, "You still have so many mental activities while sleeping."

"Yeah, like just now," Cen Si laughed again, "I was thinking that you knelt on me with your butt naked, and when you woke up, you saw a big wet area on my chest. It was quite amazing."

"."

Jiang Shiye's tears that had burst into tears were forced to dry up by these words.

The author has something to say:

Although at first I thought the setting of three years of amnesia was ridiculous, but now, I think he is outrageous and a bit realistic

Chapter 89 Ending. Journey of Chasing Light

Since the reunion with Cen Si, Jiang Shiye's Christmas vacation arrangements have been completely framed.

Wherever Cen Si is, he will be there.

So he spends most of his time in the hospital accompanying people in recovery treatment, and has two hours a day to go out for a walk together.Visit the famous sights in the streets of Stockholm.Here is the most beautiful subway station in the world, full of various sculptures, paintings, polyphony and installation art; outside the subway station, there are medieval streets, gorgeous clock towers, ancient arch bridges, and ice lake sunsets.

It's beautiful, but what Jiang Shiye likes to do the most,

It was visiting IKEA with Cen Si.

When he was 18 years old, he fell in love with Cen Si when he was living with Cen Si. Now when he came to the IKEA headquarters, he even wanted to buy a plate.

The Christmas holiday was over, Jiang Shiye returned to Vienna despite his reluctance.

Wait until January 14th to return from class and celebrate Cen Si's birthday.

On his birthday, Cen Si was still undergoing rehabilitation. It was not easy for him to blow out the 22-year-old birthday candles. He ate the cake with the medical staff.

Cen Si and Jiang Shiye once agreed that there is no need to give gifts for their birthdays, and the old couple has enough food and clothing, so there is nothing to give.

But Jiang Shiye still prepared a small object.

A Lego that he designed on the cad software provided by the official website and paid a high price for exclusive customization.

There were not many parts, and Cen Si was excited and impatient, so he quickly dragged him to put it together.

Inside the hut, there are two Lego dolls sitting back to back, one wearing a gold medal and the other holding a microphone, extending the kendo while extending the stage, and then put together to form a dome of a home.

Cen Si was so moved, he looked at Jiang Shiye and said, "You are so good."

Jiang Shiye scratched his head modestly: "It's okay."

"Zombie."

"how."

Cen Si's eyes were bright: "Do you want to buy a house here?"

"?"

"How about we buy a house on your birthday?"

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