Chapter 56: The Cannon Fodder in the Blood of Giant Dogs

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date="2020-12-30"

title="Chapter 56: The Cannon Fodder in the Blood of Giant Dogs "

weight="115545"

series = ["Did The Affectionate Love Interest Collapse Today?"]

mode = "manual"

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Ning Bai looked at Lin Ziran in disbelief, his pupils contracted and the blood on his face faded, no way...

impossible……

How could it be like this...

Lin Ziran also looked at them silently.

The scene was very embarrassing.

But all the things that were not understandable before can now be explained.

This is also why in the original plot, Lu Maofeng and his wife could mercilessly send Lu Xiaodong out of the country, regardless of allowing him to die outside. Why did they see such a cold and deformed family relationship after coming over? Maofeng knew Jiang Xuan’s intentions, and he wanted to send himself to Jiang Xuan. He only cared about whether he was worthwhile. Why is he always the one denied in Lu Xiaodong’s diary? No matter how hard you try If you can't get affirmation, you can't get the sincere approval of your parents.

Lin Ziran didn't know what Ning Bai was like when he was a child, but he must be better than Lu Xiaodong, better-looking than him, smarter than him, capable and sensible than him...

In the eyes of Lu Maofeng and Feng Wan, Lu Xiaodong will never compare to their lost son, so no matter how hard they work, they will never become what the other party hopes. Lu Xiaodong is just a poor quality substitute, even with After twenty years, can't cover the heart of this couple...

Lin Ziran sighed with emotion that time is a pig-killing knife...

system?

Lin Ziran and Lu Maofeng should have been a beautiful man...

system……

Lin Ziran fell silent.

Lu Xiaodong is indeed a cannon fodder, and is the biggest joke in this story.

He was Jiang Xuan's licking dog, Jiang Xuan wanted to break his leg.

He is Ning Bai's licking dog, and Ning Bai dismisses him.

But in the final analysis, what Lu Xiaodong really cares about is neither Jiang Xuan nor Ning Bai... He really spent a whole life of time. Before he died, all he did was Lu Maofeng and Feng Wan's dog licking. ...!

But Lu Maofeng and Feng Wan only regarded him as an inferior substitute, and finally abandoned him mercilessly.

He uses his life to interpret what is meant by licking a dog to the end and nothing!

Unfortunately, what he didn't understand was that instead of trying to please someone who would never like him, it was better to be yourself and try to live for yourself once.

He didn't need to please anyone, he didn't need to live for anyone.

Lin Ziran's mouth curled up, showing a relieved smile, and sighed, "Parents, it turns out that he is your biological son. No wonder you always don't like me..."

Lin Ziran's expression was calm and his tone was not fierce, but Lu Maofeng and Feng Wan looked very embarrassed.

Lin Ziran didn't care if they were embarrassed or not, and with a little ridicule, he said, "I didn't deliberately overhear your conversation, but when I came back, I accidentally heard it. The soundproofing effect of the study is not good. It is time to change the door... See who is your own son, is it much better than me, so you can't forget it."

Lu Maofeng's expression became even more awkward, and he cautiously said, "Xiaodong, don't get excited, we will explain to you..."

Feng Wan's lips trembled and did not speak.

Lin Ziran wondered, "Do I look excited? I'm fine, just a little surprised, but it doesn't seem to be that unexpected..."

He was really not very excited, it was just a game, even if Lu Xiaodong was tragic, it was just a bunch of data. He sympathizes with Lu Xiaodong very much, but he is not too sorrowful for a bunch of data, he is just a little bit...not used to these annoying ncs.

Since it's just a game, people who can't understand it should not force themselves to make do with it.

Lin Ziran smiled, "You continue, I will leave first."

Turn around and leave after speaking.

Ning Bai looked at the boy's back when he turned and left... He chased him quickly without even thinking about it!

Reached out and grabbed Lin Ziran's wrist.

Lin Ziran looked back at him.

The man's face paled slightly, and his eyes, which had always been calm and rational, with almost no mood swings, were now full of inexplicable complex emotions. His thin lips were slightly open, with an imperceptible tremor of "You..."

Although Lin Ziran only said a few words just now, Ning Bai quickly judged a lot of key information.

First of all, Lin Ziran is not his biological son, otherwise he would not say that you are their biological son, which shows that Lin Ziran is not his biological brother.

Secondly, Lin Ziran didn't live well at home, because he said that they didn't like him and wanted to see if he was really better than him.

In the end, this incident must be a near-destructive blow to him.

Because this child seems to care about Lu Maofeng and Feng Wan, even if his tone and expression are calm, Ning Bai knows that the truth is not like this...

He must be sad now.

Lin Ziran also looked at Ning Bai. To tell the truth, he didn't like Ning Bai or hated him. Before, he had to chase him only because of the personality, but now the plot collapses, and Ning Bai is still Lu Maofeng. And Feng Wan's biological son! This is a fact that Lu Xiaodong absolutely cannot accept... If it were Lu Xiaodong, he would feel that the world had collapsed, and he finally knew why he was not loved...

Envy, jealous, hate? Not sure, but Lin Ziran can be sure that...

Lu Xiaodong would not want to see Ning Bai again.

Lin Ziran shook off Ning Bai's hand, looked at him calmly and indifferently, and said, "Don't touch me."

Ning Bai met the boy's eyes. In these eyes, there was no half of the scorching enthusiasm of the past, nor the slightest sly provocation, only the unprecedented indifferent meaninglessness, as if he was already an insignificant person in his eyes, not worthy of him. Waste a look, it's not worth saying more...

Just like when he had just met him in a bar, he looked at each other impatiently and indifferently in the face of the boy's stalker, but today's scene is completely reversed.

He doesn't like himself anymore.

Or maybe that little love that once had, the pursuit of love in just a dozen days...It's vulnerable and insignificant in the face of such cruel facts.

Ning Bai's throat was sour, and his heart was so dull that he almost couldn't breathe. He didn't even have time to think, what is his mood at the moment? Is it pity, pity, regret, or just because I care about him, so I don’t want to see him so sad...

He looked at the back of the boy resolutely leaving, and he wanted to continue chasing him without hesitation, but suddenly his arm was hugged.

Feng Wan looked at him, with tears in his eyes, "Xiaobai, look at mom and leave him alone, okay, huh?"

Ning Bai's jaw was tight, and an angry expression suddenly appeared under his eyes.

This happened, is this your first reaction? Don't you worry about that child, or worry that he will have an accident because he can't bear it? !

Feng Wan looked at him pleadingly, "He is just an adopted child. You have to trust your mother. No matter what, your mother loves you the most. Don't worry about him. That child has always been ignorant and has a temper. He makes trouble. Just do it by yourself... In my mother's heart, you are the most important thing. My mother misses you very much, and my mother loves you."

Love?

You don't deserve to say this word at all!

The anger in Ning Bai's heart could not be contained finally.

Even if it’s not his own, you have been raising it for 20 years. He cares about you like this...

But is this your attitude towards him?

Ning Bai didn't dare and didn't want to imagine, what kind of life Lu Xiaodong lived at home, yes, he has money, food and clothing, but what else?

What else does he have?

Twenty years later, you are still so disappointing.

Ning Bai's chest undulated violently, and coldly pulled his hand out of Feng Wan's hand, his eyes were indifferent, and his voice was faintly cool, "Is it...it's a pity, I don't remember you anymore."

There was no blood on Feng Wan's face, looking at him sadly, heartbroken by Ning Bai's indifference.

She has been looking forward to it for twenty years. She has been looking for him and dreaming about the day when she meets again... But when this day does come, it is not the kindness and filial piety she expects from the mother and the son. A ruthless stranger, and he doesn't want to return to this family.

Not even willing to recognize her.

Lu Maofeng is a bit more open-minded. He is not as emotional as a woman. He has not seen each other for so many years. No one knows how Ning Bai has lived these years. Does he have a new family? What kind of character is it now? All of this is unknown...so it is normal to fail to recognize each other smoothly.

Lu Maofeng sincerely said, "We understand that you may not be able to accept it at once, but we can slowly cultivate..."

Ning Bai's thin lips opened slightly, and the corners of his lips were curving.

Lu Maofeng also looked a little ugly.

Ning Bai fixedly looked at them, saying, "Rather than come to me, I think you should cherish the people you have now."

After speaking, he turned and left.

………………

Lin Ziran left there, a little at a loss, not knowing where he should go.

He looked at his mobile phone, Ning Bai called him a lot, but Lin Ziran didn't answer any of them.

Unexpectedly, Ning Bai was a bit conscientious. At this time, he was not excited to have a affectionate acquaintance with his biological parents, and there was still time to worry about Lu Xiaodong.

Hey, after all, Lu Maofeng and Feng Wanke didn’t even call, which is ridiculous... If it was the real Lu Xiaodong, when he ran away in sadness and despair, the person who really hoped to come back to him was His parents...

Rather than Ning Bai, this genuine product that was countless times better than him, made him feel ashamed and made him such a sad genuine product.

But Lu Maofeng and Feng Wan didn't say a few words, on the contrary, this genuine product he should be jealous and disgusted came to him, worrying about him... the ones who should not come, and the ones who shouldn't.

Lin Ziran returned home.

He silently looked around Lu Xiaodong's room, and finally took out the diary from the bedside table.

He only read this diary when he first came to this world, because the content in it was too depressing. Even if he was a normal person, he was a little depressed after reading it. He definitely read it the first time and didn't want to read it the second time.

But today he suddenly wanted to watch it again.

Lin Ziran opened the diary.

Many of the things that were neglected the first time saw it, and there was no serious content, now it seems that all of them are foreshadowing all of this.

The facts are already between the lines.

"Today is my eighteenth birthday. Mom and Dad never remembered every birthday in the past. It was me who told them... Dad is actually very generous. He always gives me money, but I want to be like my classmates. Birthday gifts, those real objects that can be seen and touched...not the cold numbers of the bank card, but I know that if I don’t say it, no one will remember my birthday this year, so I decided to ask for it. I asked for a Lamborghini and my father gave it to me. This is the only birthday gift I can touch. I like it very much.”

"Today is April 22. Mom is very unhappy on this day of the year. Dad will find a way to coax her patiently, but Mom always ignores Dad, scolds him and says it’s all your fault... I heard them quarreling, but I don’t understand the special meaning of this day and why my mother is sad on this day. I dare not appear in front of them every time..."

"Sometimes I don't quite understand the meaning of my existence. If they don't like me, why should they give birth to me?"

"Today I was injured while playing at school. I deliberately didn't clean up the blood stains on my clothes and came back limp. Last time one of my female classmates had scratched a bit of skin. Her parents were very worried. If I get hurt If you do, will my mother worry about me... But she is angry again, saying that I am useless and don’t know how to take care of herself. I think maybe because I am a boy, I should be stronger and don’t be a little injured. Just cry, it will only disappoint them even more.”

Lin Ziran turned back.

"I don't want to disappoint them, but no matter what I do, they will be disappointed. I don't want to work hard anymore..."

"It's so hard to work hard."

"I failed the exam today, but it doesn't matter. My father will be no good, and he won't beat me. At most he will scold me a few words. I am not afraid at all."

"I don't want to study hard, anyway I have money."

"What will tomorrow be like? I don't know."

nbs "I love them, but I don't know how to make them love me."

"Did they really love me?"

Lin Ziran sighed and said to the system, "I should have found it earlier."

The system has nothing to do with the main storyline, it doesn't matter if you don't know.

Lin Ziran was silent, yes, a cannon fodder and irrelevant plot, no one cared at all, but Lu Maofeng and Feng Wan were not worthy of Lu Xiaodong ruining themselves.

He suddenly became curious. In the original plot, does Lu Xiaodong know this secret?

Probably this is really a mystery.

Lin Ziran put away his diary and began to complain to the system "but why is Ning Bai their biological son? This is too much!"

The scripts of the system game world are all extracted by Light Brain in the work library, but the scripts are only a summary of the plot, with few characters and simple plot lines. To expand into a complete world, they must be completed. Based on the original plot In the above, the relationship between the characters and the plot logic are improved, so that various hidden plots can be produced.

Lin Ziran thoughtfully.

It is understandable to say that, which is why this game is so difficult, right?

Because according to the script, in addition to the protagonist, there are also some villains in the world, as well as his affectionate male partner. There are only 34 important roles, plus other named and surnamed supporting actors, usually no more than 10 people. There are only one to two thousand words.

But with such a small number of people and such a simple plot, it will eventually expand into a complete world, which requires a very large amount of data. Finally, when the world is formed, every nc in this world is inextricably linked. Relationship, and because of the need to perfect the plot logic, there are many content that does not appear in the script-that is, the so-called hidden plot.

According to Lu Xiaodong’s behavior and ending in the original plot, Guangbrain complemented Lu Xiaodong’s settings. The hidden plot is that Lu Xiaodong is not his own life, so he will become like this in such a family environment. Finally Being ruthlessly abandoned again, making the world look more perfect and reasonable, Lu Xiaodong's not his own setting is completely without problems, Lin Ziran can understand.

But the question is, why does Ning Bai happen to be the biological child?

Is there anything special about Ning Bai?

Is it really that Guangmin is lazy, and simply sets another protagonist as this hidden character? In order to save data?

Why... it was him.

Lin Ziran couldn't understand.

He always felt that things shouldn't be that simple, but for the time being, he couldn't think of the necessity of setting Ning Bai as his biological son.

Because even if you switch to another passerby to play this biological son, it doesn't matter.

Lin Ziran put the diary on the bedside table, then opened the closet and began to pack things.

What are you going to do with the system?

Lin Ziran, I want to run away from home!

system……

Lin Ziran today is Lu Xiaodong's awakening day!

Even if Lu Xiaodong is really cheap, he can't remain indifferent when encountering such a thing, right?

He is not the biological son of his parents. The biological son of his parents is a ruthless scum. His respected elder brother tried to qj and he didn’t say anything. Dad had to send him out to please the eldest brother. It would be a ghost if he stayed at home!

And in the script, Lu Xiaodong was also interrupted because he had trouble with Jiang Xuan? It shows that this child is also a bit rebellious and temperamental. Before, he had only boiled the frog in warm water, so he hadn't exploded.

As the saying goes, no longer erupt in silence, then perish in silence.

Lin Ziran chose to break out.

He began to open the closet to pack his clothes. Although Ning Bai helped him choose these clothes, he bought them with money, so he wouldn't have trouble with his own money! He casually took a few items that he saw pleasing to the eye, and there was nothing else to bring, just to take the documents, bank cards and mobile wallets, by the way, there is also a mobile phone charging cable!

After checking it carefully, there should be nothing left, Lin Ziran took the box and walked out.

Unfortunately, just met Lu Maofeng and Feng Wan back.

The three looked at each other in a strange atmosphere.

Finally, Lu Maofeng spoke first. He looked at the box that Lin Ziran was pulling and forced a smile, "Xiaodong, where are you going?"

Lin Ziran was silent.

Although didn’t hear much before, Lin Ziran could guess the plot. It should be that Lu Maofeng was sorry for Feng Wan, which caused Feng Wan to accidentally lose his son. In order to coax his wife to bring a son back to support her, For him, Lu Xiaodong is just a tool, naturally there is no emotion.

But Feng Wan was actually even more extreme. Although she accepted the baby she had carried, she only had her own son in her heart. Even if twenty years have passed, this substitute cannot make up for what she has lost, nor can she make up for the trauma in her heart. , That's why he kept putting cold violence on Lu Xiaodong.

This is also the reason why Lu Xiaodong is not liked, and the reason why he was finally abandoned in the original plot.

Lu Xiaodong tried so hard to get the attention of his parents, and tried so hard to help his parents please Jiang Xuan, but it didn't work... In Jiang Xuan's eyes, he was just a straw bag, in the eyes of his parents, he was a trash, and in Ning Bai's eyes, he was a dude, but still nothing. Anyone like him...

He is indeed not as good as Ning Bai, but not everyone is so good. Lu Xiaodong is just a child who lacks love. He has worked very hard, but no one puts his efforts in his eyes. No one has affirmed his efforts. .

As an unqualified substitute, what qualifications have too much expectations?

But Lin Ziran still wanted to help him ask "Dad, Mom, do you love me?"

Feng Wan's eyes were complicated, but he did not speak.

Lu Maofeng smiled kindly and said, "Of course Dad loves you."

Lin Ziran said in his heart that Feng Wan is a real person and would not answer if he doesn't love, but Lu Maofeng is hypocritical.

He raised his eyebrows and smiled and said, "Really? It turns out that Dad, you love me, but I forgot to tell you something, Jiang Xuan tried to rape me, so I completely fell out with him, I won't look for it again. He, he is very angry, he thinks I don't know the current affairs, I don't know if he will anger you because of this..."

Lu Maofeng's face turned pale, and he said nervously, "Xiaodong, you..."

Lin Ziran smiled, jokingly, "By the way, I am leaving. You should be happy? You can finally get rid of me. Even if I die outside, it doesn't matter to you."

Feng Wan pursed his lips and finally slowly said, "Since you know it, we have nothing to say, but if you are willing to stay at home, we will not drive you out, you are still our child."

What a kind of compassionate heart, am I missing this bite of rice, Lord?

I will be grateful if you don't drive me away?

I really can't live without you?

Lin Ziran walked past them with his head held high and said lightly, "No need."

He walked down the elevator.

The two did not chase it out.

Harm, you know it is.

Lu Xiaodong really cares about such parents when he is blind, but when think about it, can’t blame Lu Xiaodong for this. After all, he thinks these are his parents since he can remember. He is just kept in the dark, like all Like ordinary children, expect the love of their parents.

Lin Ziran thought as he walked. Although this was a hidden plot set by Guang Brain, the original plot was not stabbed out. Why was it stabbed out this time? Why is it different from the original plot?

Lin Ziran paused, his inspiration flashed, and he suddenly thought of the scene of meeting Jiang Xuan at the last banquet.

What he said meaningfully before he left.

Could it be that Jiang Xuan knew it at that time?

When he was investigating Ning Bai, he discovered Ning Bai's secret, which he used as a killer. If this incident was really stabbed by Jiang Xuan, then it is really a conspiracy! If Lu Xiaodong knows the truth, he may accept anyone, but he will not accept Ning Bai anymore.

How should it be?

Moreover, in the face of such a devastating blow, Jiang Xuan can come out as a big brother to save the beauty and care for Lu Xiaodong, who is at the bottom of his life. He not only kills his rivals in one fell swoop, but also takes the opportunity to gain a caring younger brother.

Amazing……

It's really a ruthless strategy, but he hadn't thought about it. Lu Xiaodong wondered if he wanted such a result, and whether Lu Xiaodong could bear such a blow... He only cared about the result he wanted.

But these are also my own guesses.

It doesn't really matter what it is.

Lin Ziran sighed and went to the underground garage.

Seeing the man standing in front of his car, he couldn't help showing an unexpected look.

Lin Ziran frowned and said, "How did you find this place?"

Ning Bai seemed to have been waiting here for a long time. He looked at him with an expression that was so complicated that it was indescribable. His thin lips were slightly pursed. After a long time, he muttered, "I asked."

Also, Ning Bai wanted to know where he lived. It couldn't be simpler. He just had to ask Lu Maofeng where he lived.

Lin Ziran looked cold and said, "Oh, you give in."

He stuffed the suitcase into the back seat of the car.

When he turned around, Ning Bai still stood in front of him, with a look of sadness and sadness, and said softly, "I have something to say to you."

Lin Ziran became impatient. If it wasn't for the task to complete the task, who would coax you this picky ghost all day? It's unhappy to stop me at this time!

Lin Ziran raised an eyebrow and smiled, "But I have nothing to say to you."

Ning Bai's face was pale and looked at the boy in front of him blankly.

He thought he could let go and end this relationship peacefully, he would not be shaken by one person... even just a day ago, he thought so.

He thinks that they will never meet again from now on.

Gradually, you can forget that moment of heartbeat and go back to the past.

But he never dreamed that the boy would turn out to be Lu Maofeng's child. He thought he hadn't hurt him... but didn't want his own existence, which was the deepest and greatest hurt to him.

The attitude of Lu Maofeng and Feng Wan made Ning Bai dare not think about how painful and hopeless the boy was when he resolutely left.

When his heart was so uncomfortable that he could hardly breathe, he finally had to admit that he liked this child.

He cares about him.

So I don’t want to see him hurt because of myself, I don’t want to see him sad because of myself...

Ning Bai's eyes softened. He was afraid to irritate the boy, and said in a soothing voice, "Where are you going?"

Lin Ziran looked at him jokingly, "Where do you care about me? Besides, what right do you have to care about me?"

Ning Bai's eyes were sad, but he still exercised restraint and said, "You are my lover, and I should care about you..."

Lin Ziran interrupted him without waiting for him to finish, "What you said is just a stopgap measure. I understand. Don't worry I will not force you to admit this relationship."

Ning Bai pursed his lips, "No..."

Lin Ziran didn't want to go in circles anymore. He sighed, imitating Ning Bai's tone, and said coldly, "I don't love him."

Ning Bai's expression changed drastically and looked at him in shock.

That day……

Lin Ziran smiled slightly, "I heard it all, so you don't have to lie to me and pity me just because you feel owed. It's my wishful thinking to pursue you, and you have the right not to respond to me."

The pain in Ning Bai's eyes finally couldn't be suppressed. He said, "It's not pitiful..."

He fixedly looked at Lin Ziran, with complex emotions in his eyes, and seemed to finally make a decision, slowly saying "I like you."

Lin Ziran raised his eyebrows and looked at him, "Then it's even more funny. Do you like me, or do you like my obedience, my obedientness, my liking for you, and my obedience to you?"

Every time he said a word, Ning Bai's face became paler.

"You just like the obedient me. What you like is that I become what you like..." Lin Ziran walked straight over and pushed him away coldly, saying "So, don't say you like me anymore," Because—I don’t like you anymore."