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    date="2020-12-30"

    title="Chapter 60: The Cannon Fodder in the Blood of Giant Dogs "

    weight="115549"

    series = ["Did The Affectionate Love Interest Collapse Today?"]

    mode = "manual"

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    Who am I where am I? What happened?

    Lin Ziran looked dazed, he actually heard the word'love' from Ning Bai's mouth.

    Don't blame him for the shock, because he has read the script.

    In the original script, Ning Bai and Jiang Xuan separated and merged. Jiang Xuan went through five stages to chase his wife and cut six generals. When the two were about to get married, Ning Bai never said the word love, he only said that he liked it.

    At that time, Lin Ziran felt that this person was too cool.

    He doesn't pay attention to those who love him at all.

    It's like a stone that doesn't heat up.

    So even if this kind of person really falls in love with others, it shouldn't be easy to declare, right?

    Later, Lin Ziran thought again, maybe Ning Bai had said it, but it was not written in the outline of the script?

    But in any case, this does not prevent Lin Ziran from knowing what kind of person Ning Bai is, so when he slept with him before, he didn't think he would love him. At most, he just liked or hated him. He felt that they were really just mere guns Friends...

    Hearing Ning Bai say that he loves him at this moment, this strong sense of violation made him feel very absurd.

    The most important thing is, what did he do to make Ning Bai fall in love with him? !

    Lin Ziran looked confused.

    Isn't this bastard playing him?

    When Ning Bai saw Lin Ziran's face, he knew that he didn't believe it, but he couldn't be blamed. It was because he had done too much before. Who would believe that he would fall in love with someone?

    Just ten days ago, he himself would not believe it.

    But he does not regret speaking out.

    This is his first and only time loving someone, even if this love is no longer needed, it doesn't matter.

    Twenty years ago he knew that love should not be a tool to bind a person.

    Ning Bai spoke slowly, with a low voice, "I just told you this, not for you to respond to me, you don't need to feel any burden."

    Lin Ziran was going to yell at him, but watching him like this was a bit unable to speak.

    Because Ning Bai looks very sincere. If this is fake, then his acting is too realistic. If this is true, bah bah... how can it be true!

    Lin Ziran calmed down. He had to reason with Ning Bai.

    Otherwise, how can I have time to pester him all day?

    Ning Bai's attitude changed suddenly. If he didn't really love him, Bacheng would be sympathetic, right? Because he is so good and the biological son of the Lu family, but he is an unneeded substitute. He may feel that this has caused him harm, and think that he still likes him, so he said so, just to comfort his injured self. ? Ning Bo is still a Virgin? !

    Although this logic doesn't seem to be smooth, Lin Ziran really can't think of other reasons...

    Lin Ziran said coldly, "If you just sympathize with me, no need, I'm fine and fine."

    Lu Xiaodong doesn't want to be sympathized, especially—do not want to be sympathized by this person.

    Ning Bai was a little sad. He slowly said, "It's not sympathy."

    In fact, he might have fallen in love with this boy before he knew the truth, or maybe even longer, when he first saw him, when he didn't even realize it...

    If you don’t love him, why keep him by your side.

    If you don't love him, why should you tease him and bully him.

    If you don't love him, why would he be so worried when he is in danger and look for him without hesitation?

    His body instinctively loves him, but his heart is tightly sealed, not going beyond the thunder pond, afraid of injury, telling himself that he will not fall in love with anyone.

    Until he finally couldn't continue to deceive himself.

    Evasion does not solve any problems.

    Lin Ziran fixedly looked at Ning Bai for a long while, then he smiled suddenly, he raised his hand and rubbed his messy hair, leaned over, raised the corner of his mouth, and smiled provocatively at Ning Bai. "Okay, I'll take it." You love me, but I won’t listen to you anymore, and I won’t be what you like anymore. Is this okay?”

    Ning Bai looked at him, "You don't need to change for anyone, all I love is you, no matter what you look like."

    Ha, too hypocritical!

    I will believe you?

    Lin Ziran can't forget how tossing this picky ghost is. He is an enhanced perfectionist OCD and control freak! He even puts on the slippers. He had to dress and dress according to your liking in order to pursue you. I also wanted to buy this and that for you. I don’t believe you can stand me now. ! Who is afraid of whom!

    Lin Ziran turned around and left.

    Go back to the bedroom and slept back to sleep.

    After waking up, I ordered a takeaway, and then I thought about it, although he was disgusting Ning Bai, but he wanted to change him back to the kind of killing Matt he didn't do, so he wouldn't embarrass himself for disgusting others. But to make Ning Bai upset, you don't have to kill Matt, there are many ways.

    Lin Ziran now has money in him, enough for him to squander out of this world, and he found that since living in the dormitory, he couldn't spend much at all. At that time, he was anxious to ask for money and sold the car at a low price. Now it doesn't matter whether he sells it or not. Looks like...

    Regardless, games are nothing more than money!

    He went to a cheap supermarket and bought some t-shirts and jeans that were sloppy at a glance. They looked like the style of the urban-rural fringe, but Lin Ziran felt that there was nothing unacceptable. There were very few students in this school. Up?

    His hair has grown a bit recently, occasionally covering his eyes. Originally, Lin Ziran planned to fix it, but now he doesn't go anymore. The bangs on his forehead are pushed directly behind his ears.

    As for the shoes, they are easier to handle. This season, a pair of flip flops is enough! Choose a suit to be more dazzling!

    Relaxed and refreshing!

    It was incompatible with Ning Bai's preferences.

    Two hundred dollars to get the whole body.

    Lin Ziran felt that he was really a little genius.

    At the beginning, really spent hundreds of thousands on buying clothes, and feel distressed every time think about it!

    He can only comfort himself, that is to do tasks and tasks, and it is not money that is spent, it is the task gold coins issued by the system...

    Xia Hang has been working-study in the daytime recently, and he usually goes back to the dormitory at night. He doesn't think Lin Ziran is different. In his opinion, Lin Ziran's previous 5,000 t-shirts and now 51 t-shirts The difference is not big, but Lin Ziran is now a little more relaxed and relaxed.

    These days, he and Lin Ziran have become familiar with each other, and they often enter and leave together.

    Xia Hang returned to the dormitory this day and his face was a little nervous. He said to Lin Ziran anxiously, "I feel like someone is following you."

    Lin Ziran's eyelids twitched, pretending not to know, and saying, "Where, where is someone following me?"

    Xia Hang mysteriously pulled Lin Ziran to the balcony, quietly pointed to the black car under a ginkgo tree below, and said, "Every time I go out with you recently, I see this car. It shouldn't be that way. Coincidentally..."

    Lin Ziran chuckled, "No, I didn't provoke anyone? How could someone follow me?"

    Xia Hang asked, "Really? Think about it again?"

    Lin Ziran barely swears to God, "Really not! It's definitely not following me!"

    Xia Hang suddenly turned pale, shivering, and in a daze, "I didn't follow you. Could it be that I followed me? But I didn't offend anyone..."

    Lin Ziran "..."

    Xia Hang began to think constantly, muttering to himself, "I go to the restaurant to work every morning, and come back at five o'clock in the afternoon, two o'clock on the line. I haven't contacted any strangers or perverts, and I should not be perverted in this way. See it..."

    Lin Ziran couldn't see it. This classmate was so frightened that he thought of a perverted molestation killer. He felt very guilty and said, "I don't think it should be, maybe you think too much..."

    Xia Hang said with a pale face, "I hope so. Anyway, you and I have been careful recently. Don't go out when it's dark, and don't be alone. It is said that some abnormalities like to start with college students, even men. Over..."

    Lin Ziran "Hmm..."

    He comforted Xia Hang for a while. When Xia Hang left the house the next day, he immediately ran to Ning Bai's car angrily, kicked the car door, and said angrily, "You come out!"

    The car door opened and Ning Bai walked down, looking at him softly, "Is there something wrong?"

    Lin Ziran looked at Ning Perverted stalker Bai, and said without a smile, "Do you know that your car looks very conspicuous? My classmate found out. He now thinks you are following him to kidnap him!

    Ning Bai was silent for a moment. He looked at Lin Ziran seriously and said, "Sorry, I will find a solution."

    Lin Ziran coldly looked at him threateningly, "You better solve it!"

    After speaking, he ignored Ning Bai and left.

    Lin Ziran returned to the dormitory, thinking left and right, not very relieved, Ning Bai promised so easily this time, how does he plan to solve it, or finally can't bear to leave?

    But he was too lazy to think. Although Ning Bai was cold-hearted, he would still do what he promised. He was a man who didn't talk much but was considered reliable.

    Lin Ziran went to Internet cafes to play games during the day, and did not come back until after eight o'clock in the evening.

    After pushing them, they found that Ning Bai was sitting in the bedroom, chatting and laughing with Xia Hang.

    Lin Ziran? ? ?

    I asked you to solve the problem, didn't you come to my bedroom?

    Xia Hang saw Lin Ziran return and said enthusiastically, "Xiaodong, your cousin came to see you."

    Cousin Lin Ziran? ? ?

    system……

    Xia Hang looked at Lin Ziran in a daze, remembering what Ning Bai had said to him just now, and he had a scrutiny in his heart. He pulled Lin Ziran in and said, "Don't think about it, Brother Ning is also worried about you."

    Lin Ziran looked at Ning Bai with alert eyes. What story did he and Xia Hang make up?

    When Ning Bai saw Lin Ziran's expression, he knew that he was not happy that he continued to stay here, and got up wisely and said, "I don't bother you if I have anything else. Xiaodong lives here. Please take care of Xia."

    Xia Hang nodded repeatedly and said, "Big Brother Ning, don't worry! I will take care of Xiaodong!"

    Ning Bai said, "Thank you."

    After speaking, he stood up and said softly to Lin Ziran, "Then I'm leaving."

    Lin Ziran didn't even give him a look.

    When Ning Bai left, he frowned and asked Xia Hang, "What did he say to you?"

    Xia Hang looked at Lin Ziran and said with a smile, "Before I had an oolong, I thought it was abnormal. Actually, the car belongs to Brother Ning. He came to see you because he was worried about you."

    Lin Ziran still didn't understand how he became his cousin, and said sadly, "You can believe what he says to you."

    Xia Hang looked at him suspiciously. "What's unbelievable about this? Brother Ning is a very reliable person at first sight. Besides, I have nothing to cheat. What good is it for him to cheat me. Xiaodong, don't be angry, I You are not happy to know that your father did not promise to buy you a new car, but they are still worried about you, so they let your cousin come and see you..."

    Lin Ziran "..."

    Seeing Xia Hang is already convinced, Lin Ziran has a very toothache, but he is embarrassed to tell the truth, saying that he and Ning Bai are the enemies of the former gunmates?

    Forget it, let Xia Hang misunderstand it.

    Xia Hang saw that Lin Ziran didn't speak, his heart was like this, in fact, he didn't finish it all.

    Brother Ning also told him that Lu Xiaodong ignored him because his parents had a second child. The child was very sensitive and ran away from home to live in the dormitory. He was very worried about Lu Xiaodong’s psychological condition, so Xia Hang was relieved. To accompany him, talk to him about any abnormal situation as soon as possible, but in order not to hurt Lu Xiaodong's self-esteem, so do not talk to Lu Xiaodong about these things.

    Xia Hang felt that Xiaodong was so old, and his parents still insisted on having a second child. If they are sensitive, it is possible that they can't think about it for a while.

    Lin Ziran lay on the bed in the dormitory, took out his mobile phone and started playing, but he couldn't play anyhow. He felt that Ning Bai was provoking him!

    Obviously, I told him not to be entangled, but in the end he was better. He even dared to claim to be his cousin and came into the room!

    Lin Ziran put down the phone and went downstairs.

    This time Ning Bai's car stopped a bit further, and stopped downstairs in the dormitory without obtrusiveness. He was alone, closing his eyes as if tired, and leaning on the tree trunk.

    The face, which has always been deserted, seemed to have a bleak shadow because he had not rested for a long time, and the whole person seemed to be caged in a layer of fog.

    This looks a bit distressing.

    But Lin Ziran would not be fooled so simply! He felt that this guy was very sick recently, so he suddenly smashed with him, begging you to be merciless before, suddenly turning 360 degrees to follow me, I really can't bear it, big brother!

    Lin Ziran walked over and said angrily "Hello."

    Ning Bai opened his eyes, and there was silence in his pale eyes. After a while, a light and gentle color appeared and said, "What's the matter with you?"

    Lin Ziran sternly "You have to follow me, right?"

    Ning Bai looked at the boy in front of him. His hair was messy, a flowered T-shirt, flip flops, and his whole body was not trimmed, as if he deliberately wanted to make him unhappy. He really tried very hard to dislike him. But for some reason, as long as I can watch this person well, and watch him lose his temper, all the gloom in my heart during this period of time has been instantly dispelled...

    Ning Bai smiled slightly, "I said I love you, so I only care about you."

    Is caring about me a stalker?

    And who needs your worry anymore?

    Lin Ziran raised his eyebrows and said coolly, "Oh, sorry, but I don't love you."

    Ning Bai said, "It doesn't matter, I just love you."

    Lin Ziran is very mad, is he still not clear enough? You are also a decent person. How to say shameless is shameless? He finally couldn't help it, and smiled frivolously, "Are you cheap?"

    Ning Bai's face paled for a moment, and the pain in his eyes flashed past, making people almost imperceptible. He still has that gentle and indifferent appearance, laughing, "Love you is the most beautiful thing I think, so it's not cheap ."

    This is my truth.

    Whether you believe it or not.

    I am very happy to meet you, to fall in love with you, to protect you...

    There are some things you don’t understand and don’t need to know... as long as I know it by myself.

    All these tragedies are caused by me.

    If it weren’t for me to leave, you wouldn’t show up at that home and would not endure such pain. You could have been adopted by a family that is not very wealthy but loves you, and has a dull and happy life instead of falling into such nothing. To the point.

    I should have understood that I was in love with you earlier, but instead of loving you, I pushed you deeper...

    I am as guilty as they are.

    So even at all costs, I want to hold your hand and bring you out of the darkness.

    If I can't save myself, at least I hope I can save you.

    Lin Ziran looked at Ning Bai like this. He couldn't beat him, he couldn't scold him and he couldn't go away. He was even more rascal than himself. You should be given the title of rascal rascal!

    Why is this scene so special that he was pursuing Ning Bai?

    Lin Ziran, I seriously suspect that Ning Bai's script and I are upside down!

    The system feels that you always have the ability to reverse the role.

    Lin Ziran...? Is this compliment?

    Lin Ziran gritted his teeth and glared at Ning Bai, whatever you want!

    Ning Bai remained motionless, watching the boy's figure disappear at the door of the building, coughing gently with his fist against his lips.

    Not long after, the phone rang suddenly, and it was Xue Ze who called.

    Xue Ze's roar was almost deafening, "Big Brother, when are you going to come back? Are you embarrassed to leave everything to me? Please take pity on my delicate flower!"

    Ning Bai chuckled, "You are so capable, don't be humble, you don't need to pity."

    Xue Ze "...you are really too babble."

    Ning Bai "If you have something to say straight, or I will hang up."

    Xue Ze "I investigated. Jiang Xuan’s company has some problems. I personally contacted some of his company’s employees and prepared to sue his company for some alleged disputes. However, this matter is thankless. Although it can hold him some energy, It’s also difficult to make him hurt."

    Ning Bai smiled, but his voice contained a chill. "Just hold him, let him spend less time doing the things that are not, and the key is, I want to let him know if he does something he shouldn’t do, the consequences It's very serious, I will never sit back and watch."

    Xue Ze said, "He must not dare to come hard, otherwise he won't be able to eat and walk around. Don't worry. But really, you should come back and rest for a while. It's not a problem if you keep guarding like this. Wouldn't you be able to watch him 24 hours?"

    Ning Bai said, "I'm fine, you don't have to worry."

    Xue Ze sighed and couldn't help but vomit, "Why do you say you, you didn't listen when I told you at the beginning, then you should treat Xiaolu well and keep him by your side. Now he will definitely obey you. Why is it necessary to suffer so much? In the end, no one appreciates..."

    Ning Bai's lips showed a bitter meaning, "You don't understand... But you are right, it is my fault..."

    He asked for all this.

    He always thought that he was strong enough that even if he left that home, he could live well by himself. He thought that the scar was covered by him, thinking that nothing could hurt him again.

    But in fact, this is just a manifestation of cowardice, because truly powerful people will not close their hearts out of fear of injury.

    In fact, he and Lu Xiaodong.

    What's the difference?

    Do not.

    There is still a difference...

    At least Lu Xiaodong dared to love, to work hard, and to pursue.

    She will not give up easily even if she falls all over her body.

    But I dare not even love.

    He is not as brave as the kid.

    ………………

    Because Ning Bai and Xia Hang met, he began to have the opportunity to enter the room.

    He came to visit him in the bedroom from time to time, and occasionally brought some snacks. Xia Hang liked him very much, because every time Ning Bai brought snacks, he also prepared one for him!

    That day Ning Bai came again.

    Lin Ziran was lying on the bed, playing games as if there was no one below.

    Ning Bai knew that he was not welcome, so he put down his things and left soon.

    Xia Hang was eating Ning Bai’s snacks, feeling very sorry, and cautiously said to Lin Ziran, "Xiaodong, do you dislike your cousin?"

    Lin Ziran said, "Isn't it obvious that I don't like him?"

    Xia Hang asked again, "Why? He really cares about you, don't you want to be like this, how hurtful this attitude is..."

    Lin Ziran got down from the upper bunk and said bitterly, "You were bought by him for such a little snack? All my limited edition figures were thrown away as trash by his bastard. I collected them for several years. , Can you understand my pain! I will never forgive him in my life!"

    Xia Hang's face turned green when he heard these words. He also has a hobby of collecting figures. He is very able to appreciate this anger and pain. He immediately said with a serious face, "This is really too much. You should be angry! How could he be like this? Can't forgive me. he!"

    Lin Ziran chuckled, then lay down and continued to play with the phone.

    Finally, there is no need to listen to Xia Hang speaking to Ning Bai.

    ………………

    Lin Ziran went out for a stroll that day. He had eaten all kinds of snacks near the school. He found that one of the small restaurants was good and cheap, and it looked clean and hygienic, so he usually went there to eat.

    After eating, he rode his shared bicycle and went to a nearby Internet cafe.

    I saw a barbecue on the way back at night, and bought a bunch of skewers, and walked back home while eating. had a very pleasant life...

    Seeing that he was about to return to the bedroom, Lin Ziran was eating while walking, thinking of Ning Bai's recent entanglement and exhaustion. He sighed, and did not notice the steps in front of him. The last skewers fell on the ground and rolled around, covered with mud...

    Because the pain level is very low, the pain is not obvious... but the loss of the skewers made his heartache!

    Lin Ziran stayed for a while, and then almost cried out of grievance.

    The flesh to the mouth flies!

    Just when Lin Ziran was very sad, a man next to him suddenly rushed over and carefully picked him up, looking at the wound on his leg with a worried and anxious look.

    Lin Ziran was taken aback, and looked up at Ning Bai in a daze. You are really scary like this, okay?

    Why are you here all the time!

    Do you have nothing else to do except follow me?

    I just want to be happy alone, but you look at me all day like watching prisoners. It’s really annoying... It’s already sad to lose the skewers in the middle of the night, and you even came out to touch me, Lin Ziran finally couldn't bear to break out!

    Ning Bai looked at Lin Ziran anxiously. He put him in his arms with one hand. The boy was wearing a pair of shorts today. He fell so badly just now. There were blood stains on his knees. Ning Bai reached out to take Lin Ziran. Hold up...

    Hu's boy waved his hand fiercely and opened his hand angrily! With tears in his eyes, he looked at him bitterly, "Get out!"

    bad mood,

    Don't suffer me!

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