Chapter 41

After Lin Jinse took Jane's hand, her heart beat fast, and she wanted to let go, but Jianyi held her hand instead, holding it tightly, unable to separate.

She was a little nervous and didn't dare to look at him, so she dragged him away quickly.

Unexpectedly, he yelled "Ouch".

Lin Jinse stopped, turned around, and looked at him, "What's wrong?"

Jane Yishi: "My wrist hurts a bit."

Lin Jinse panicked immediately, quickly grabbed his wrist, raised it to look at it, and asked nervously, "Did you hurt it when you stopped the car just now?"

Simple: "Maybe."

"Do you want to go to the hospital?" Lin Jinse held his wrist, looked left and right, but didn't see anything.

Jian Yishi: "No, just go back and apply a hot towel. Just don't drag me along too fast, or you'll have to drive later."

Lin Jinse breathed a sigh of relief, "Okay, then let's walk slowly."

Thus, Lin Jinse and Jian Yishi held hands and strolled down the street.

The evening wind blows head-on, bringing a burst of coolness, and the leaves of the sycamore trees are rustling, as if playing a wonderful movement.

Lin Jinse and Jian Yishi didn't speak, they just held each other's hands tightly and slowly pressed down on the road.

Everything around her was quiet and beautiful, but Lin Jinse felt her heart beating violently, pounding against her chest again and again, and she didn't know what was wrong with her. This was an experience she had never experienced before.

It's not like she didn't cross the road holding hands with Song Qiaoyan like this.

When Song Qiaoyan returned to Nanxi for the New Year, on a deep winter night, she and him were wrapped up tightly, holding hands and walking in the streets near their home.

At that time, she was also very happy, but her heartbeat was not as violent as it is now.

Is there something wrong with the heart?

Lin Jinse was thinking wildly, and felt that she had to divert her attention, otherwise she would have suffered a sudden heartbeat and died suddenly.

"Ashi, how have you been these past few years?" Lin Jinse asked, her voice trembling unconsciously.

Simple meaning: "Not good."

"Why not?" Lin Jinse asked subconsciously.

Because you are not around.

Jian Yi said in her heart, but said on her mouth: "The training is too hard."

Lin Jinse said sincerely: "Although you have worked hard, you have achieved impressive results. Do you still remember your wish when you were eighteen years old? You said that you hoped to win the provincial championship, but you not only won the provincial championship, but you also won the national competition andTo win the Olympic Games, you are an Olympic champion, I am really proud and proud of you!"

Jian Yishi stopped, turned to look at her, and said with a light smile, "Sister, do you know a lot?"

In a moment of excitement, Lin Jinse slipped her tongue and lowered her head, "Dong Lisha, you know her. She is your big fan. She keeps talking about you in my ear every day. I don't know."

Jian Yi could see that she was making excuses and didn't expose her. He also lowered his head, looked down at the dim light and shadow on the ground, and whispered: "Actually, my eighteenth birthday wish is not that."

Lin Jinse heard it clearly, and looked at him, "What is that?"

Jian Yishi looked at her deeply, and suddenly laughed, "I'll tell you when I realize it."

Lin Jinse also laughed, "Then I wish you a speedy realization."

The smile is stronger when she is simple, "Okay, I accept your good words."

Walking in front is a pair of grandparents and grandchildren. The grandfather is holding the hand of the granddaughter, and the granddaughter is holding a balloon in her hand.

The little granddaughter was probably tired from walking, so she shook her grandfather's hand and called for a hug.

The grandfather picked up his granddaughter without saying a word, and laughed at her, "I've only walked a few steps, do you want to hug her?"

"I've already walked more than ten steps." The granddaughter said seriously.

Grandpa smiled dotingly, "Yes, yes, I have walked more than ten steps..."

Lin Jinse looked at it, thinking of her grandfather, and what she said that night, her mood sank.

In her memory, there were only a handful of times her grandfather hugged her when she was a child. The one held in his arms and carried on his back was always Jinnian.So she is too jealous of Jinnian, so she has been treating him badly, so she regrets it now, and regrets it all her life.

Lin Jinse's eyes turned red unconsciously.

Jian Yishi noticed that Lin Jinse had stared at the pair of grandparents and grandchildren in front of her for a long time, and felt her emotional changes, so she couldn't help asking softly, "Miss grandpa?"

Lin Jinse shook her head and asked, "Ah Shi, do you have anything that you regret very much?"

Jian Yishi: "No, I never regret what I have done."

Lin Jinse sighed softly, but did not speak.

Jane gently stroked the back of her hand with her thumb, seeming to comfort and encourage: "What about you?"

"The thing I regret the most is that I didn't spend my brother's twelfth birthday well with him."

"Why didn't you accompany him?"

"Our classmates just got together that day." Lin Jinse said, after a pause, she continued: "Actually, it's because of jealousy. I'm jealous that he always gets the love of all the family members so easily."

"Grandpa and your parents are partial to him?"

"My parents are alright, it's just grandpa, he only has Jinnian in his eyes. But he told me something before the operation..." Lin Jinse couldn't help it in the end, she needed someone to confide in, to get rid of the backlog in her heart.Speak out the grievance and pain.

When Jane asked her if she had something on her mind that night, she felt that he was not a suitable person to confide in, or she didn't trust him from the bottom of her heart.But in just a few days, she was already willing to confide in him, even she herself was a little surprised.

"I'm not a good sister. I'm still jealous with my own brother. I can't help being jealous of him. He doesn't have to do anything. Everyone loves him and spoils him. But me, I want to learn this and that,In order to get their attention... But I really didn't mean it, if possible, I really would rather he didn't jump into the water to save me, I would rather die myself..." Lin Jinse said,Tears kept falling like a river breaking its embankment.

Jane pulled her into her arms, held her tightly with one hand, and patted her back gently with the other.

"You're not wrong, what's wrong with you. You're just being who you really are, loving yourself, what's wrong with that. It's not selfishness, it's self-love. You're so small, soNeed love, but you don't get enough love, you can only love yourself, so it's not your fault. What happened to your brother was just an accident, but you have been addicted to this accident, and you don't love yourself anymore,You shouldn't be like this, and your brother, your parents wouldn't want you to be like this. You should love yourself, you are so beautiful, you deserve to be loved, not only your own love, but everyone's love."

His voice was actually very nice, with a deep tone but a clear timbre. It sounded in the dark night and slowly whispered in her ears, like a violin and cello playing together was as exciting.

Especially he said: "You are worthy of being loved, not only your own love, you are worthy of everyone's love."

What he said so firmly and sincerely made her feel extremely at ease and moved.

And what moved her even more was what he said. These words came from his mouth. If she hadn't heard it with her own ears, she would never have believed it.

Lin Jinse slowly raised her head from his arms and looked at him.

Under the dim street light, his drooping eyelashes were covered with a layer of soft light, the tails of his eyes were thin and slightly raised, and his pupils were clear but deep, calm and wise.

Lin Jinse really doesn't know him anymore, is this the Jian Yishi she knows?Is it that paranoid, indifferent and domineering boy?

"What? You don't know me?" Jian Yi smiled lightly.

Lin Jinse nodded, "I don't really know each other."

Jian Yi raised her hand to gently wipe away the remaining tears on her cheeks, and tapped the tip of her small nose, "You really think that I have strong limbs and a simple mind?"

Lin Jinse nodded again.

Jian Yi flicked her forehead with her fingers, with a smile in her eyes, "I think your limbs are not very developed, but your mind is simple."

Lin Jinse was in pain, and raised her hand to cover her forehead. She suddenly thought of the several bookcases in the study room of Jian's big villa, which were filled with books of various categories, including natural sciences, humanities and social sciences. She used to think thatHe was just pretending to be B.

But today, from his words, she can tell that he is definitely a person who loves reading and is a person who thinks.

"Do I really look like your brother?" Jian Yishi suddenly said without thinking.

Lin Jinse was stunned for a moment, and carefully compared the faces of the two in her mind, "You have similar eyes, and Jinnian was too young when he left, maybe he will not look like him when he grows up. But probably good-looking people alwaysIt's similar."

When she is simple, she is very good at focusing on the key points, "Do you think I am pretty?"

Lin Jinse didn't even think about it, and said seriously: "Well, besides my younger brother, I think you are the most beautiful person."

"Better looking than Song Qiaoyan?" Jian Yi asked again.

Lin Jinse nodded, "Well, she looks better than him."

Jian Yishi snorted coldly: "You are not blind yet."

Although his voice was calm and cold, the corners of his lips curled up and he grinned almost to the back of his ears.

No matter how slow the two walked, they finally reached their destination, where they parked.

Lin Jinse sat in the driver's seat, and Jane sat in the co-pilot.

Lin Jinse fastened her seat belt and set up the navigation. When she found that Jian Yi hadn't fastened her seat belt, she couldn't help reminding him: "Fasten your seat belt, I'm about to start."

Jane stretched out her right hand, "My wrist still hurts, please help me pull it."

Lin Jinse had no choice but to unbuckle her seat belt, lean over, and pull out the belt with the help of the street lights.

As soon as she approached, Jane could smell the light and elegant fragrance on her body, which was very pleasant. He asked, "Sister, you smell so fragrant, what kind of perfume do you use?"

Lin Jinse was still groping for the buttons without raising her head, and said, "I don't use perfume."

"Then why is your body so fragrant?" Jian Yi asked again.

Lin Jinse was stunned for a moment, lowered her head even more, her face became slightly hot, and said softly, "How do I know?"

When she lowered her head, a few strands of her hair fell out and were blown against his cheek by the evening wind.

When he thought about it briefly, he felt as if a small feather tickled across his heart.

His heartbeat suddenly lost its rhythm, and the breath he exhaled became a little hot. The hand hanging by his side was clenched into a fist, and he squeezed it tightly. His nails dug into the flesh, keeping him awake and restrained.

In front of him was the girl who had been thinking about countless days and nights. How much he wanted to hug her and kiss her, and he wanted more and more.

He is no longer a seventeen or eighteen-year-old kid, he knows that with her personality, she will take the soft but not the hard, so he can't, it's not the time, he can't scare her away, he has to let her take the bait.

Jian Yishi finally restrained herself firmly.

At this time, Lin Jinse naturally didn't know what kind of struggle the man in front of her had gone through, and she was still concentrating on helping him fasten his seat belt.

"Click".Lin Jinse finally helped him fasten his seat belt, let out a sigh of relief, met his dark eyes and felt his fiery breath as he evacuated.

Her heart trembled, her heart beat uncontrollably, she didn't dare to look at him anymore, and hurriedly sat back to her seat.