Chapter 154 Butterfly Transformation

Chapter 154 Butterfly Transformation

Under Zhai Qingyu's scorching gaze, Shang Nan replied nervously: "I actually don't like this kind of jewelry." It was cold and cold against the body, absorbing the body's body temperature, making people feel uncomfortable.

"Pearls are not suitable for you." Zhai Qingyu said.

Shan Nan said "Huh". He thought that when Zhai Qingyu said it was not suitable, he probably didn't mean the pearl.

In the afternoon, the sunlight changed from vibrant light gold to deep rust color. Zhai Qingming gently knocked on the door of Zhai Qingyu's room. After opening the door, he stuck his head in and said, "Brother, I came to talk to you about something."

He saw several blue butterflies on the dark brown solid wood table by the window, and a whole box of tools next to them, "Are you doing specimens again? There are already many in the herbarium."

Zhai Qingyu pressed the steering button with his finger, and the wheelchair turned half a circle. He turned his back to the window, and the rust-colored sunset fell on his shoulders, and his face fell into darkness.

"What did you want to say when you came to me?"

"Ah, that's what I talked about on the phone with you. Have you asked me?" Zhai Qingming didn't dare to sit on Zhai Qingyu's bed casually. He pulled out a low stool under the table and sat at Zhai Qingyu's feet with an expression on his face.With careful ingratiation, "What did he say?"

"I didn't ask," Zhai Qingyu tapped his white fingers on the armrest of the wheelchair, "This is your own business. I... don't know Shannan very well."

Zhai Qingming had no doubts about Zhai Qingyu's explanation and accepted it very calmly.

His brother's relationship with everyone was average. Shounan had only stayed at his house for less than a month. It would be strange for him to be familiar with him. Fortunately, his brother didn't ask Shonan for him. His brother and Shonan were not familiar with each other.If you suddenly ask such a question, Shannan will definitely become suspicious.

He slid from the stool to the carpet and boldly leaned on Zhai Qingyu's legs, "Brother, what if Shannan doesn't like me? I gave him a bracelet in the morning, and it felt like he didn't want to accept my things at all. IDo you want to ask him directly later? Brother, please help me make an idea." He raised his head and winked at Zhai Qingyu.

Like a puppy.

Zhai Qingyu rubbed his hair and said, "Be brave. Whether you accept it or not is up to him."

"But I don't want to lose this friend. If he is rejected, according to Shang Nan's character, he will no longer be a friend." Zhai Qingming was extremely distressed.

"Brother, if it were you, what would you do?" Zhai Qingming asked.

Zhai Qingyu: "I will tell him my feelings directly."

"But I don't know what to say. I've been reading confession guides online during this period, and I've read more than a dozen love letters..."

"Just tell him," Zhai Qingyu paused, his eyes were deep and his tone was soft, "You feel that you have never been so fascinated by a person, saying that you are willing to do anything for him, but only if he is happy, you may notTo be with him, you hope that he can give you a chance to pursue him, and even if you don't end up together, you still hope that he and you can continue to be friends."

Zhai Qingming couldn't hear the change in Zhai Qingyu's tone at all. There was no smile in Zhai Qingyu's eyes, and malice crawled out of his eyes as softly as spider silk, covering Zhai Qingyu's entire face.

Zhai Qingming looked at Zhai Qingyu with admiration, "Brother! You are a master of love! I love you!!!"

"How much love?" Zhai Qingyu leaned on the back of the wheelchair with a gentle breath.

Zhai Qingming thought for a while and said, "I am willing to give you my own leg."

Zhai Qingyu really laughed this time, "What do I want with your legs?"

After talking about admiring the south, Zhai Qingming looked down at Zhai Qingyu's legs, which he was leaning on, and asked hesitantly: "Brother, you never wanted to leave Qingqing Mountain before, why did you suddenly change your mind now?"

"It's not sudden. I've been thinking about it for a few days." Zhai Qingyu pulled up the blanket on his legs and clasped his hands on his abdomen. "I want to go out and have a look, even if I am in a wheelchair."

Zhai Qingming thought about himself. If he became disabled, he would be too lazy to go anywhere. It would be too troublesome to carry a wheelchair everywhere. "My parents don't want you to go out."

"Their opinions don't matter."

For the first time, Zhai Qingming saw contempt on Zhai Qingyu's face. In his impression, Zhai Qingyu had always been gentle and calm, just like the light green camellia in the yard that came from nowhere.

After feeling a little uncomfortable, Zhai Qingming heard Zhai Qingyu ask again: "Xiao Ming, what about you?"

"Me what?"

"Do you want me to go out?"

The quiet time in the air was too long. Even the sun that was about to disappear on half of the mountaintop slowed down, and the flow of air also slowed down.

Zhai Qingming realized that he had hesitated just now. He looked up at Zhai Qingyu in panic, but Zhai Qingyu said helplessly before he spoke: "Xiao Ming, you don't want me to get better, do you?"

"No... no... Brother, I just... I just..." Zhai Qingming's heart jumped into his throat, and his face was full of confusion. After his brain shut down, he couldn't even say a complete sentence to explain.

"Get out." Zhai Qingyu obviously didn't want to listen to him anymore.

There was a rustling movement in the room. It was Zhai Qingming who got up from the ground. He was holding the carpet with both hands. He was so scared. He didn't know why he hesitated and distracted just now. This kind of question obviously didn't require any thinking. Why did he do it?Don’t you want your brother to go out for medical treatment?

I don't know how long it took, but there was a sound of sobbing behind Zhai Qingyu.

"Brother, I didn't mean it." Zhai Qingming held back from crying. When he was playing outside, he imagined that he would be rewarded and rejected, but at this moment he realized that he actually had many shameful things about his brother.Negative emotions made him even more frightened and sad. On the day his brother had a car accident, he was the first to arrive at the hospital. He asked the doctor to amputate his leg to give to his brother. They were supposed to be the closest people in the world, and their bodiesThe same blood was flowing in his heart, "Brother, I really didn't mean it just now. I didn't want you to go out, and I didn't want you to get better."

The wheelchair slowly turned around in front of Zhai Qingming again. Zhai Qingyu held a pair of metal scissors in his hand, "Now my brother wants to cut off your legs, is that okay?"

Zhai Qingming was so frightened that he stopped crying on the spot and burped.

Shang Nan was holding a half-eaten apple in his hand and another in the other hand. He was getting it for Zhai Qingyu. As soon as he went upstairs, he bumped into Zhai Qingming coming out of Zhai Qingyu's room in despair.

"What's wrong with you?" Shannan asked curiously, "Why are you still crying?" Did Zhai Qingyu tell Zhai Qingming that he and she were in love?But it doesn't look like it. Zhai Qingming seems to have suffered a major blow, a kind of devastating one.

"It's nothing, I discussed something about human nature with my brother." Zhai Qingming didn't even have the energy to say a few words to Shan Nan, and went back to his room with a slumped back and weak steps.

Shonan took a bite of the apple and knocked on the door in front of him.

The atmosphere was completely different from when Zhai Qingming was there. Even though the rusty sunset had been replaced by the dim night, the lights were on, and the soft light illuminated every part of the room. Even Zhai Qingyu's hair looked extremely gentle.

"I met Qing Ming at the door. Why was he crying?" Shannan closed the door, walked to Zhai Qingyu and put down the apple, "Hey, there is a stool, just right."

Zhai Qingyu didn't answer his question until Shan Nan sat down and ate up half of the apple in his hand. After the clicking sound of chewing stopped, Zhai Qingyu stopped what he was doing. The two wheelchairs slowly moved on the floor.Turning slowly, Zhai Qingyu glanced in the direction of the door, "I'm not sure why he cried, puberty?"

Shannan cupped her chin and met Zhai Qingyu's gaze, "You're still in puberty at the age of twenty?"

Shannan: "I thought you told him about us."

Zhai Qingyu tapped his fingers on the armrest, "This kind of thing only makes sense if he discovers it himself." His smile is reminiscent of flawless jade that has been carved, and is extremely gentle.

significance?What's the point?Shannan didn't know how to view this sentence. If he were to be more direct, he would feel that Zhai Qingyu just wanted to make Zhai Qingming unhappy. He just wanted to make Zhai Qingming suffer destruction and torture. Even being with him might be because he thoughtSeeing Zhai Qingming unhappy.

But when I think about the love value, the last assumption is no longer valid. The love value will not be fake.

"I always ran in front of Xiao Ming until I couldn't run anymore. I stopped and Xiao Ming finally surpassed me. But now, I made him feel a sense of crisis, and his love for his brother began to waver.," Zhai Qingyu Qingjun's face showed real worry, "It's very dangerous to be influenced so easily."

Shannan wanted to say, you are quite dangerous.

But it is true that the younger son, who has always been ignored, has replaced his elder brother in a position of public attention. When he finds that he only got a short-term experience ticket, he will naturally feel a sense of crisis. But in this, there is also a feeling of concern for his elder brother.Love, Zhai Qingming is an educated and kind-hearted and positive person, so it is certain that he will suffer from this.

What about Zhai Qingyu?He actually seemed to care about Zhai Qingming.

"Brother Qingyu, aren't you sad yourself?" Shang Nan asked tentatively. He clearly felt that Zhai Qingyu's mood was not high.

"What about you?" Zhai Qingyu lifted his upper body off the back of the wheelchair and leaned closer to Shangnan. He really does look like an older brother. Even now, no matter how much Shangnan has seen Zhai Qingyu's true face, he will still be impressed by it.And bewitched again and again.

"Who are you feeling sorry for?" Zhai Qingyu put his palm against the side of Shang Nan's face and rubbed it gently. A small piece of bright light fell on the bridge of Zhai Qingyu's nose. His face was folded very high, and half of his face was enough to express it.

Shannan knew that Zhai Qingyu was nosing him again. He seemed to enjoy being chosen, which might make him feel happy.

"For you, Qingming respects you very much."

"That's his business. Whether he loves me or hates me, I don't care," Zhai Qingyu curled his lips. He had died long ago. Those were his relatives when he was a human being. "But I hope he is safe."Zhai Qingming didn't feel sorry for him, but it was Zhai Qingming who had the final say whether he was safe or not.

Shang Nan did not continue the topic. He glanced in the direction of the table, "Are you doing specimens again?" The blue wings and those metallic tools glowed with a thin and cold layer on the table under the lighting.of light.

Zhai Qingyu straightened up and glanced at the table. The butterfly breath was still there. He nodded, with a touch of expectation and sadness in his eyes. "Well, the specimens to be made this time are larger than the previous ones, so it will take some time.".”