Chapter 200 Beautiful Doll “Heart”

Chapter 200 Beautiful Doll “Heart”

Shang Nan sat down to eat and found that the dishes prepared by Chen Xuan had changed. The clear soup was no longer watery, and it seemed to have a stronger taste.

"Have you changed your taste?" Shang Nan picked up a chopstick to stir-fry pork slices, his eyes lit up, "Have your skills improved?"

Chen Xuan placed a bowl of rice in front of Shan Nan and sat down opposite him, "It's not that my skills have improved, it's that I changed it to the taste you like." He had always been able to cook, but he didn't have the skills to cook.Even more so, I have no desire to eat, because when I was a human being, I ate food that should not be used as food for several years, which made me feel sick.

"I like the current one," Shannan put some food for Chen Xuan, "It's really more delicious than the previous one, try it."

He will eat the food Anan brings.

After the meal, Chen Xuan was clearing away the dishes and chopsticks in the kitchen, while Shang Nan was helping Chen Xuan cut a piece of cloth. Chen Xuan said he would use it in the evening, so he carefully cut along the chalk line with scissors, and a groan came fromcame from the direction of the sofa.

Selin woke up.

After he woke up, he covered his eyes and screamed several times before falling to the ground, "Where are they? My eyes..."

After Shang Nan spoke to Chen Xuan, he walked to Selin and squatted down. He helped him sit up, "I am Shang Nan. We are going home now. You are at Chen Xuan's house."

The gauze on Selin's face slid off, and he only had one eyeball. The other eyeball was replaced by Chen Xuan's black crystal. It had no color at all and looked like a stone.

"In the hotel, you were stunned by Ana, and she dug out your eyes. Chen Xuan and I tried our best to save one of your eyeballs and put it back. The other eyeball had been eaten by Ana, so we"I put a stone in your eye socket," Shang Nan pondered for a few seconds, "Chen Xuan said that the stone may also turn into eyes, but this depends on fate. If there is no fate, both of your eyes will be damaged.""

Seeing Selin's face turned pale, Shannan patted him on the shoulder, "You and Anping are in the same situation. Ana also gouged Anping's eyes, but fortunately, you still saved your life and kept Qingshan. Don't be tooIt’s sad, taking good care of your health is the most important thing now.”

Time froze for a long time before Selin asked in a hoarse voice: "You mean, I can no longer see you?"

"There is a chance," Shannan said, "but there is also a chance that everything will be fine."

"It depends on fate, right?"

"……Yes."

Selin didn't ask any more questions. He leaned against the sofa and said nothing. When Shannan was about to get up and leave, he suddenly reached out and grabbed Shannan's clothes. "Don't tell my family yet, they will be worried."

"Okay." After Shannan agreed, he suddenly became curious, "Aren't you angry?"

Selin grunted as before, "Is it useful to be angry? I'll kill that woman after I get better." He gritted his teeth. It wasn't that he wasn't angry, but that anger really couldn't solve the problem.

He didn't even ask why stones could turn into eyes, why Chen Xuan could save his eyes, he didn't ask anything.

Much smarter than he looks.

Shang Nan returned to the kitchen. Chen Xuan was cutting fruit. The other party wiped the fruit knife with kitchen paper, "He didn't say anything?"

"No," Shonan picked up a piece of apple and put it in his mouth, "Maybe he's afraid that we won't care about him if he asks too many questions."

"Well," Chen Xuan didn't care about other people, and it was already a special case to ask, "the teacher is sick, let's go back tomorrow."

"Are you sick?" Shan Nan was stunned for a moment, but then suddenly realized, "They didn't tell me."

Logically speaking, he should be the one Fu Dongyu and Wei Shu frequently contact. Even if they are sick, they should tell themselves first, isn't he their "son"?

But now, the two elders seem to be more dependent on Chen Xuan.

"I'm sorry to bother you," Chen Xuan said with a faint look in his eyes, "They feel very guilty."

"Then let's go there early tomorrow morning," Shannan forked a piece of apple and fed it into Chen Xuan's mouth, "Fu Xuan?"

"?" When Chen Xuan heard this name, he was slightly stunned at first, and finally laughed inexplicably, "What did you call me?"

Shannan tilted his head, "Aren't you Fu Xuan?"

Chen Xuan put his fingers on the fruit knife. He thought for a moment and put the fruit knife into the knife box. When Shang Nan didn't react, he picked him up and put him on the island, "Call meFu Xuan, what do you think?"

"I just think that you are Chen Xuan and you are also Fu Xuan." In the past, he might have been more inclined to Chen Xuan, but once he started to have feelings, he would be more inclined to Fu Xuan.

If he was really ruthless, Chen Xuan would have given up on Dong Yu and Wei Shu long ago.

But the fact is that until now, Chen Xuan is still taking care of the two elders, but in another identity that has no blood relationship, and does not need to be controlled by his parents' affection.

Chen Xuan picked up the broken hair on Shan Nan's forehead with his fingers and said in a good-tempered manner: "Don't call me that in the future. I am Chen Xuan, not Fu Xuan, but Fu Xuan can be me."

"oh."

"Sure, got it."

"oh."

Chen Xuan smiled and kissed Shannan's lips.

The next day, Chen Xuan took Shang Nan home. Originally he went empty-handed, but Shang Nan took Chen Xuan and bought large and small bags of health care products. "They are old and should eat some nutritious things."

The small house has changed a lot compared to some time ago. Autumn is here, and the green grass beside the fish pond is slowly withering. The green plants surrounding the courtyard are also slowly declining and withering. The yard is full of house-plants.The fallen leaves from the bamboo forest at the back seemed like no one had cleaned them for a long time, and they fell thickly on the ground.

Chen Xuan parked the car and didn't hear footsteps approaching the door until he got out of the car.

The person who trotted out was Wei Shu. We haven't seen her for a while. She looked much older and thinner.

"Oh, oh, oh, oh," she said when she saw Shan Nan and Chen Xuan, she was so happy that she didn't know what to do. "Why did you come back and didn't say to call home? There is no food at home.""

"How is the teacher?" Chen Xuan asked Wei Shu.

Wei Shu's body had a strong smell of Chinese medicine, and her wrinkles were full of haggard. When Chen Xuan asked, she sighed again, "It's not an old problem, but this time it's more serious. He was fishing in the fish pond.", as soon as the person came up, his blood pressure surged, and he fell into the water."

"This man choked on water, and the doctor said it was cerebral infarction, and said..." Wei Shu wiped her tears at Chen Xuan, but she called Fu Xuan's nickname, "And he said that because he has been tense all year round,This man collapsed all of a sudden, and the doctor said that your father will probably not wake up."

Chen Xuan and Fu Xuan looked exactly the same. His appearance was what Wei Shu thought Fu Xuan would look like when he grew up. Her eyes blurred with tears and she mistook Chen Xuan for Fu Xuan, "Axuan, I regret it. I regret being so right."You, otherwise nothing would have happened to you, and your father wouldn’t have become like this, it’s our own fault.”

Chen Xuan looked at Wei Shu wiping his tears expressionlessly. He looked away and looked into the room, "Take me to see the teacher."

Wei Shu took the two of them to the room on the first floor where Fu Dongyu was lying quietly. The smell of Chinese medicine in the room was much stronger than that on Wei Shu. Fu Dongyu turned into a little old man with a gloomy face.Wearing an oxygen mask, there is a large oxygen bottle standing next to the bed. The electrocardiogram monitor on the bedside looks very shabby, but the beating numbers on it are very clear.

"I don't dare to sleep at night, just because I'm afraid he will go there." Wei Shu walked over and twisted the quilt for Fu Dongyu, "I know, this is all punishment for our sins, I know it."

Shang Nan stood quietly at the end of the bed, looking at the room that was full of disease and death. What he breathed in was not only the smell of medicine, but also the smell of decay that emitted when a person was about to die.

The whole room seemed to be black and white. Wei Shu sat on the edge of the bed and wiped Fu Dongyu's chapped lips with a wet cotton swab dipped in water. She was also black and white, as if death had swallowed her up.

[14: Fu Dongyu will last until Saturday at most.]

"Saturday?" Shannan was startled, "Today is already Thursday."

14 said nothing. People who are about to die can know the results by searching. For patients in this period, all functions of the body are on strike, and they only rely on drugs and equipment to survive.

After standing for a long time, Chen Xuan turned around and walked out.

Shang Nan hurriedly followed.

Chen Xuan walked slowly to the edge of the fish pond next to the house. Along the fish pond, there were green foxtail grass growing, and behind it was a bamboo forest with several loquat trees in the bamboo forest.

There were many fallen leaves floating on the water. If it weren't for the fish swimming underneath from time to time, it would have looked almost as lifeless as Fu Dongyu's room.

"Chen Xuan, are you okay?" Shang Nan hooked the other party's little finger.

Chen Xuan turned his head and looked at Shan Nan. Looking at the other person's face, he was in an inexplicably better mood. He smiled softly, without any sarcasm or meaningful smile. He looked softer than many times before. He said: "Anan, do you know? I grew up here."

"My father taught me how to fish and how to do everything patiently. Right here where you stand, my father and I often sit there all day long."

"He also taught me how to write, and he himself could write well. He said words are like people, so I would also write beautiful words later."

"Later, my father became ferocious for some reason. He always said a lot to me with a worried look on his face, which made me feel scared when I heard him sigh." Chen Xuan had a rare look of loneliness on his face, and he turned his head., looking at Shan Nan, he said slowly, "Now he is dying, probably in the next two days. Anan, should I forgive him?"

Yesterday, he still didn’t admit that he was Fu Xuan.

He was separated from Fu Xuan's body. He was just an incomplete Fu Xuan. He was a puppet.

But he can still feel all the emotions that Fu Xuan would feel, even though he doesn't even have a heart or a brain, these are the instincts of the body.

Shannan shook his head, "I don't know, but I think you should not forgive them, but let yourself go."

"Don't linger in the past," Shang Nan glanced at the sparkling water of the fish pond. Although the dog's tail grass under his feet was turning yellow and withered, the leaves and the upright dog's tail were still straight. He opened his arms and used all his strength toHugging each other, "Chen Xuan, let's start a new life!"

The morning sun was dazzling and golden behind Chen Xuan, but the road was at Chen Xuan's feet.

Wei Shu prepared to cook a simple meal, and Shang Nan and Chen Xuan helped in the kitchen.

She seemed very happy. No matter what kind of vegetables she cut, they could only be eaten raw, so she let Shan Nan and Chen Xuan try them. While cutting the vegetables, she said: "It's been a long time since I cooked a vegetable and had a meal. Every dayIt’s all noodles and porridge, and I have no appetite to eat.”

"Do you want to rest at home for the night today?" Wei Shu looked at Shan Nan who was peeling garlic, "Don't worry, you sleep on the second floor and I won't disturb you."

Shan Nan subconsciously looked at Chen Xuan.

Chen Xuan handed the selected basket of vegetables to Wei Shu, "No, the store is busy. We will go back after dinner."

Wei Shu's eyes were immediately filled with disappointment.

"If you need help with anything, just call us and we can come over at any time." Chen Xuan walked to the sink and washed his hands. He rubbed his fingers and said slowly, "You should take care of the teacher, and you should also take care of yourself."

Chen Xuan had tried his best to be able to say these words in Fu Xuan's tone. A strange feeling took over his body. He resisted and hated the two elders, but he could not completely get rid of it.

It's better to start a new life and give up the entanglement, just like Anan said.

After having a meal with Wei Shu, when Shang Nan and Chen Xuan were about to leave, she stopped the two of them, walked with an old-fashioned pace, chopped a bag of cabbage in the back room, and went straight to Chen Xuan's car.Shang Sai said, "I can't finish it by myself. You can bring it to eat. This dish is delicious no matter how you stir-fry it. It's an old variety."

She reluctantly watched Shan Nan and Chen Xuan get into the car.

After the car drove onto the road outside the yard, she chased after the car again, "Axuan, Axuan..."

Shang Nan didn't react, but Chen Xuan stopped the car.

Chen Xuan put his fingers on the steering wheel and looked calmly.

Wei Shu ran to the passenger seat where Shan Nan was sitting. She took out a bank card from her pocket, grabbed Shan Nan's hand and stuffed it into his palm. Her voice was trembling, "I feel like neither your father nor I can do it anymore.", I’ve been feeling very sick lately, and I’m especially nervous when I get up in the morning. This card contains all the money your dad and I have saved over the years. You can take it, study, and find a partner. You can be either male or female as you wish... Back thenIt's your father and I who did something wrong. It's not just how good you are to us now, but..."

Wei Shu choked, "That's right, you'd better come back and see if everything's okay. If your father and I die in the house, you'd better clean us up and bury us."

Shang Nan looked at the other party, feeling a little sad.

If I had known it by now...

"Master's wife," Chen Xuan turned his head and looked at Wei Shu, "If I am free next week, I will take you to the hospital for a physical examination."

After talking to Wei Shu, the car window slowly closed, and Chen Xuan drove back on the road.

After driving far away, Chen Xuan suddenly stopped the car. He sat quietly in his seat without saying a word.

After thinking about it, Shannan unbuckled his seat belt and said, "Brother, get out of the car and take a walk."

Today is Friday, and there should be a high school nearby, because you can see groups of students in school uniforms on the road, as well as parents picking up students from school.

The nearby shops are also very lively and crowded with students.

Even some small carts selling snacks were surrounded by students.

"Give me money, I want to eat oden." Chen Xuan asked for money from Shannan Dynasty.

Chen Xuan glanced at Shang Nan's fair palm, "Didn't Master give you money just now?"

"That's for Fu Xuan to find a boyfriend. It's for her boyfriend."

"Isn't that for you too?" Chen Xuan raised his eyebrows and smiled.

"?" Shan Nan thought about it and found that it was true, no matter who the money was given to, he could use it in the end.

"But you definitely can't swipe cards at the canteen," Shonan put the card into Chen Xuan's pocket, "You give me cash, or transfer money to me." His mobile phone payment balance was also 0.

Chen Xuan transferred six digits to reward Nan.

“Boss Chen is generous!”

Shannan and the students crowded together and lined up.

Chen Xuan looked around and sat down on a stone pier by the roadside. Nearby was No. 7 Middle School. He had studied in No. 7 Middle School before. The school uniforms were still the same and had not changed at all. It was just that the people wearing uniforms changed one after another.batch.

He looked at Shan Nan crowded into the student team. He was not afraid of the crowd at all, and even chatted with the two boys in front of him.

It will be afternoon, the setting sun has laid down, and all scenes look warm to the eye.

Chen Xuan raised his hand and put his palm on his left chest. He had no heart, but he still had emotions.

The negative impact is that he can also be affected by his mother's emotions.

Although this accounted for a very small proportion of all the emotions he had, his emotions only appeared because of Anan, and were just incidental to his parents.

Shang Nan came out of the store holding a large box of oden. He ran to Chen Xuan, panting, "Guess who I met?"

"Who?" Chen Xuan asked cooperatively.

"Your alumni, you also studied in high school here before? They actually know you!" Shannan himself felt a little unbelievable, after all so many years have passed, "They said you were an outstanding senior, and you are still on the honor wall.Post your picture.”

"Chen Xuan, you are so awesome." Shang Nan handed the oden out, "Do you want to eat it or not?"

"No," Chen Xuan stood up and put his arms around Shan Nan's waist. "Come with me for a walk. I'll take you to a store."

The purpose of admiring Nan was to make Chen Xuan happy, so he could go wherever he wanted.

But the radish in the oden is really delicious.

There were many students on the road at first. As Chen Xuan went further and further away, the number of people on the road gradually became less and less, and the color of the setting sun gradually became less dazzling, and finally disappeared completely, leaving onlyThe gray sky is about to fall.

Shangnan shivered as the evening wind blew in his face. He swallowed the balls in his mouth and asked, "Where are we going?"

The main reason is that Chen Xuan is unpredictable, has strange hobbies, and is quite perverted. Shannan is afraid that he will screw him up on a whim.

The road under my feet has also become rugged. There used to be shops on both sides of the road, but now only one side is left, and they are all weird shops with strange fonts for their names.

"Chen Xuan..."

"We're here." Chen Xuan stopped, bent down and took Shang Nan's hand, and walked down the steps.

Shang Nan looked at the dark door curtain, this is really a good place for killing people and dismembering their bodies...

As soon as he entered the door, a bald middle-aged man greeted him. He was wearing a gold necklace, a very thick gold necklace, which made a strong presence even on his thick neck.

He also has a big gold tooth, a round face, and a very honest smile.

"Guest, what do you want to get tattooed on?"

Tattoo shop?

Only then did Shang Nan react, "You want a tattoo."

Can't puppets tattoo themselves?

[14: Of course not. It is only good at sewing and mending, but it is not good at putting patterns on the skin. Besides, it has no tools.]

Chen Xuan let go of Shan Nan's hand. He took out his mobile phone from his pocket and rummaged through it for a long time before he pulled out a picture and showed it to his boss, "Is it okay to tattoo this pattern on my chest?"

He asked politely, his appearance was very dignified and elegant, and his smile was just right, but these were not enough to make the boss respond immediately. The boss took his phone into his hand, zoomed in and looked at it carefully, "Are you sure? This patternIt's quite big. If you regret it after getting the tattoo, it's very troublesome to wash it off, and it may not be able to be washed off. Even if you want to cover it with other patterns, you have to find a larger pattern. Besides, it's not easy to find tattoos.It’s work, it’s something within the establishment, don’t even think about it.”

prepared by?

Shannan almost choked on the carrot in his mouth. What kind of writing can a puppet take?

"I open my own shop, so I don't have to worry about it." Chen Xuan unbuttoned his collar, "Can I get a tattoo now?"

"What pattern is it? Let me take a look." Shang Nan walked to the boss.

Walking to the boss, Shannan saw the screen of Chen Xuan's mobile phone. It was a heart, a lifelike heart.

Shang Nan was confused for a moment. He looked at Chen Xuan numbly, forgetting to bite the oden in his hand, "Chen Xuan, why do you suddenly want to get this tattoo?"

The boss also said: "First of all, I have to agree that I will charge at least 20,000 yuan for this tattoo. Because it is too difficult, even my apprentice can't do it. I have to do it myself, but I haven't done it myself for several years."

Hearing this, several apprentices who were busy in the store rolled their eyes at him.

"Hey, hey, what do you mean? I'll deduct your wages!" The fat boss pointed at everyone.

"Get a tattoo." Chen Xuan said.

"Then you go and wait for me in the empty seat over there, and I will upload your picture to my tablet. This picture is too difficult. If the money is not enough, I really don't want to take it..."

Shang Nan followed Chen Xuan and sat on an empty seat. Shang Nan sat on a small stool. Chen Xuan wanted to get a tattoo, so he sat on a recliner.

"Tattoo, it hurts." Shonan said softly after holding it in for a long time.

"When I was in high school, I came to this store with my friends." Chen Xuan looked at the huge snake-shaped painting on the opposite wall. It was exactly the same as before. The boss had not changed, but he had gained a lot of weight. "I wasThe idea is that if there is someone I like in the future, I will tattoo him.”

Shannan's heart tightened, "You are naive."

"I was too young at the time, and my thoughts were very naive, but I just thought about it casually at the time." Chen Xuan leaned down, resting his elbows on his legs, looking at Shan Nan with a burning gaze, "Because I didn't think about getting any tattoos at the time, butToday I suddenly thought about it."

"Anan, you know, I have nothing, I only have an empty shell, but now, I want to have a heart, but I don't want to use someone else's heart to love you, so I just draw one."Chen Xuan curled up the corners of his mouth, with a gentle and strange smile, "It pierced into my skin, and it could barely be considered my heart."

Shannan was forced by the monster's aura to not retreat or dodge, "You can make one for yourself."

"Well, I have considered it, but it's fake." Chen Xuan unbuttoned his collar and Shang Nan's face heated up. The other party didn't do anything, but tapped his chest with his finger, "My body is real."

Chen Xuan laughed again. There was a light above his head. In order to let the tattoo artist see clearly, the brightness was very high and dazzling. The falling snow-white light fell from Chen Xuan's head, and his face was reflected by the wall hangings.A few dark spots of light appeared, making the smile even more eerie.

"If you want it later, I can cut it out and give it to you."

"how do you feel?"