Chapter 187 Beautiful Doll Chen Xuan Himself

Chapter 187 Beautiful Doll Chen Xuan Himself

Chen Xuan's expression remained normal, and removing a kidney from its body didn't seem to have any impact on it.

It stared at Shan Nan for a while, then reached out to hold the person in his hand and put it into his pocket. "There is nothing to be afraid of." He whispered.

Shan Nan picked up his pocket and poked his head out again, "Are you going to die?"

"Won't."

"But you don't look happy."

"Being unhappy doesn't mean I will die." Chen Xuan had already taken off his gloves. He was standing next to the stage, looking at Fu Xuan who was sleeping. Shang Nan also looked at Fu Xuan.

Fu Xuan is too thin, his cheeks have been deeply sunken, his cheekbones are bulging high, his eye sockets are sunken in, and his skin has no luster. In short, he is a body without any vitality and cannot be said to be good-looking.body of.

He also lost all perception of the outside world, and it was impossible for him to know what was happening to him.

A very pitiful boy, Shannan thought.

"If it were me, I would rather die neatly." Shan Nan whispered, "Brother, what about you?"

Chen Xuan did not answer Shannan.

He bent down and picked Fu Xuan up. Shannan's view was blocked. Fu Xuan's arms hung down. His wrists were horribly thin. On his fingers, only the wrinkled skin was wrapped around the phalanges, like dry branches that had lost their moisture..

Outside the door were Fu Dongyu and Wei Shu who were waiting anxiously. When they opened the door, the two elders rushed up to check on Fu Xuan. They found that Fu Xuan was still breathing and his body temperature could be felt. They were almost about to cry.

"Chen Xuan, thank you so much. Teacher, I really don't know how to thank you..." Fu Dongyu wiped the corners of his eyes, with traces of tears still remaining between the vertical and horizontal wrinkles on his face.

He is very old, and his body and posture are completely different from those when he was young. His loose cotton pajamas are a bit too big. They were the pajamas he wore when he was young. After washing, wearing and washing, and the old man's skin will shrink, soThe clothes seemed too big.

Fu Dong and Wei Shu followed Chen Xuan and placed Fu Xuan on the bed with him.

Fu Xuan looked more like a doll than the dolls in the workshop, but he looked more like a zombie with a layer of white powder on his face, and there was no blood on his face.

It was late and it was still raining outside.

Wei Shu glanced at Fu Xuan several times worriedly, "Chen Xuan, are you hungry? You should be hungry now after dinner. Mistress went to give you a bowl of noodles. It happened that your teacher caught a basket of noodles in the afternoon.Lobsters, raised in my own small reservoir..."

Her enthusiasm for Chen Xuan was not fake, Shannan looked at it, but he didn't know whether Fu Dongyu and Wei Shu's concern and concern for Chen Xuan were because they really loved Chen Xuan, or whether they were caring about a container.bad.

Fu Dongyu took Chen Xuan to the living room to sit and drink tea. There was a small family portrait on the locker opposite. Last time he came, Shannan didn't notice that corner.

A group photo of a family of three, Fu Xuan, Fu Dongyu, and Wei Shu. Fu Dongyu and Wei Shu smiled happily, with crooked eyes. The entire photo revealed a complete and warm family atmosphere.

But Shan Nan discovered that although Fu Xuan was smiling, his smile was a little unnatural. The corners of his mouth were stretched very reluctantly, covering the corners of his mouth that were not curved very much. There was no joy at all in his eyes.

Fu Xuan, who has not yet turned into a vegetative state, is more similar to Chen Xuan. He is almost like a young Chen Xuan. His hair is slightly long, and the ends of his hair are a little past the tips of his ears. He looks cool - his temperament is similar to that of Chen Xuan now.Not quite.

Fu Xuan was not happy staying in this home, it was too obvious.

Because the discipline is too strict?

Or is there some other reason?

But Fu Dongyu is a teacher, he should be better at educating children.

Shang Nan was confused.

He wanted to discuss it with Chen Xuan, but he was worried about arousing Chen Xuan's suspicion. After all, it was too strange for a baby to be curious about these things.

There are too many constraints on identity in this world, and there are few ways for him to obtain information. The only human being he can communicate with and get close to is Chen Xuan, but Chen Xuan is a monster. Apart from Chen Xuan, he is just those dolls.

Shang Nan thought of 01, the doll that appeared eleven years ago.

According to previous speculation, if Chen Xuan appeared after Fu Xuan became a vegetative state, then 01 should not be Chen Xuan's work. But 09 said that 01 is Chen Xuan's work, then Chen Xuan appeared eleven years ago., that is, before Fu Xuan became a vegetative state, there was Chen Xuan.

01 definitely knows much more than 09.

Shang Nan made up his mind to find the 01 set of words after returning home. He felt a lot more relaxed and slipped it into Chen Xuan's pocket, planning to go to bed.

He couldn't eat crayfish noodles.

But he couldn't sleep, because Fu Dongyu kept talking to Chen Xuan about the difficulty of working when he was young, and how difficult it was to give birth to Fu Xuan later. He spoke very sincerely. He had been a teacher, and he also talked about it from beginning to end, with ups and downs., just like listening to a story, it is fascinating and makes people want to ask "then what then?"

But Chen Xuan remained silent and listened quietly.

"Chen Xuan, I don't know where you are from, but since you and Ah Xuan look exactly the same, you are him and he is you, right?" Fu Dongyu's voice trembled, and he put his palm on Chen Xuanon the back of his hand, "Whether you are him or not, I am very grateful to you. From now on, even if you want the teacher's life, I will also..."

"Teacher..." Chen Xuan spoke in a low voice and interrupted Fu Dongyu, "I volunteered, you don't need to say those words."

Fu Dongyu's shoulders hunched, he bent down and leaned on Chen Xuan's legs, probably crying.

Shannan heard sobbing.

Wei Shu quickly brought a large bowl of noodles. The noodles were handmade and were elastic and tough.

Chen Xuan ate quickly, and Wei Shu sat opposite him, "Why don't we leave tonight and go back to the city tomorrow morning. It's raining and it's night time. It's not safe."

"It's okay. I just came here. Is there anything I can't go back to?" Chen Xuan smiled, "I'll leave later. You and the teacher should rest early and don't stay up all the time. Ah Xuan doesn't have any major problems at the moment."

Chen Xuan's words were like a bunch of thorns thrown into Wei Shu's mouth. Not only could she not open her mouth, but they also stung her with pain and embarrassment from her mouth to her throat to her heart and stomach.

Yes, you’ve come, there’s nothing you can’t go back to.

As they were leaving, the two elders held umbrellas behind the car to see them off. There was a section of dirt road at the door, which had been soaked by the rain and was covered in mud.

Chen Xuan was reversing the car at a slow speed.

The two elders followed behind, with worried looks on their faces, and their mouths opened and closed not knowing what they were saying.

Shang Nan put his feet up and held the window with his hands, and saw them supporting each other, their figures thin in the rainy night.

It looks quite pitiful.

I hope they didn't do anything extremely sinful, otherwise Shounan would feel ridiculous for his current pity.

When the car started to drive out, Shang Nan let go of the window, and Chen Xuan's voice rang in his ears, "You like them very much?"

Shang Nan: "?" How did you come to this conclusion?

The confusion on his face made Chen Xuan couldn't help laughing, "Don't you like that you keep chasing them?"

"Following them doesn't mean I like them." Shang Nan fastened his seat belt, "I need to be quiet."

"You still want to be quiet?"

"Fu Xuan and daddy look the same, it's a bit strange." Shang Nan felt that he had some great goals and unscrupulous means. In the past, he would never call someone that casually.

But in this world, it doesn't matter, the task is too difficult, and it doesn't hurt to lower the bottom line appropriately.

The speed of the car was very slow, Chen Xuan turned the steering wheel, Anan's murmur and the crisp sound of rain falling on the roof of the car made Chen Xuan feel a little comfortable and relaxed at this rare time.

"It's nothing strange. He and I are one."

"Then you are Fu Xuan?"

"No," Chen Xuan denied, "But I am part of him."

Shang Nan suddenly raised his head and looked at Chen Xuan.

Is Chen Xuan part of Fu Xuan?

"Can't you go back into his body?" Shan Nan asked curiously.

"Of course not," Chen Xuan laughed, with cold eyes, "He and I are no longer one."

Chen Xuan has become independent from Fu Xuan's body, and he is now himself.

But this did not affect his willingness to give Fu Xuan a hand, even though it was of no use at all.

It was just to give the two old men something to hope for.

After all, the two elders were once considered its father and mother.

Shang Nan stopped saying anything, he woke up 14.

[14: Fu Xuan is a very good child, Fu Dongyu is a teacher, and Wei Shu is a loving mother who can keep the house in order, but Fu Xuan likes boys, and he discovered his sexual orientation when he was in junior high school.It was abnormal, and was later discovered by Fu Dongyu.]

[14: How could such a family accept that their son is gay?]

[14: See a psychiatrist, undergo various medical treatments and physiotherapy, drink Chinese medicine and take Western medicine, which of course also includes their earnest teachings. They did not beat or scold Fu Xuan, they just sighed and comforted Fu Xuan that he would get better..]

[14: Fu Xuan became a little mentally disturbed later on. Chen Xuan should be the insane part of him. I can’t find it here. What I mentioned is just a reference possibility. There is also a possibility that Chen Xuan is Fu Xuan’s fantasy.The last part of the bruised self that emerged was that Chen Xuan was Fu Xuan's silent confrontation with his parents and the world.]

[14: If Fu Xuan is a puppet child in the hands of his parents, Chen Xuan is a real puppet.]

The first reason why I felt chills all over my body while admiring the south was because of Chen Xuan’s identity, because it was completely condensed into a concrete object based on nothingness.

The second is the way Fu Dongyu and Wei Shu educate their children. It is a way that is even more terrifying than having a strong desire to control. It is like boiling a frog in warm water, telling Fu Xuan that he is just sick and that everything will be fine.Their understanding and thoughtfulness enveloped Fu Xuan. Maybe later, Fu Xuan was slowly assimilated. He also felt that he was indeed sick as his parents said, but as a youngPeople who have been exposed to many new things in modern times, but cannot really fully believe what their parents say, can only waver between these two ends, and finally turn into mental disorder.

Anyway, that's what Shang Nan guessed, based on the information provided by 14. He didn't know if it was right, but it should be pretty close.

And Chen Xuan's blackening value was probably derived from Fu Xuan's spirit.

What does Chen Xuan need?

Shannan really doesn’t know.

Because even the blackening value has nothing to do with Chen Xuan, it can even be said that Chen Xuan is the blackening value itself.

How should he save a puppet... to be precise, how should he save the blackening value?

Anan sat blankly on the seat and never spoke again along the way.

Chen Xuan looked at Anan several times. It wasn't until the car stopped on the road in front of Li Caibi's cafe and the rain became less intense that he reached out and grabbed Anan who was still in a daze, held the baby in his arms, and pushed it away.Open the car door and open the umbrella.

"Are you still trying to make fun of yourself?" Chen Xuan arched his back slightly to block the raindrops that drifted into the umbrella, "Whose doll are you?"

Shannan wiped his face and said, "It's yours."

"Then don't even think about paying attention."

Shannan remained silent. After a while, when Chen Xuan used the key to open the store, he suddenly raised his head and asked, "Chen Xuan, are you jealous? Are you jealous of yourself?"

"I'm not jealous," Chen Xuan turned the key, "I'm not Fu Xuan either."

He pushed open the glass door, "It's just that you are my work. If you keep thinking about other people, I feel very uncomfortable." He said with a smile, but there was no smile in his eyes.

Chen Xuan is very good at laughing like this and always laughs like this.

But if it were other dolls, Chen Xuan wouldn't say this, because they can't compare with Anan.

Shang Nan shook his head in Chen Xuan's arms, "No, I don't think about others all the time."

After finishing speaking, Shan Nan felt strange that he and Chen Xuan were still discussing this kind of topic. Although Chen Xuan was definitely not referring to love, it still sounded quite similar.

But he never thought about developing something weird with Chen Xuan.

It's impossible with the current body shape difference.

"If I have always been a doll, how will I leave this world?" Shang Nan suddenly realized this problem, and he only realized this problem. He asked the question 14.

[14: You are just a parasite. You will not be more than ninety years old at most. You will die, your soul will leave the body of the doll, and the doll will change back to its previous appearance. Otherwise, you have to wait until the doll is completely rotten.The progress of our mission is worrying.]

[14: And based on how much Chen Xuan likes you now, it is estimated that he will repair it if it is broken, and mend it if it is broken. That will have to wait until the Year of the Monkey and the Horse.]

Shang Nan: "..." Same.

Back upstairs, Chen Xuan took another shower. Shang Nan's toiletries were placed on a small shelf near the ground in the bathroom. Chen Xuan had already connected him to the water pipes. They were all new and according to his instructions.Made in size.

They even built a simple little room and placed it on the shelf, just like a small bathroom.

But Shannan only needed to take a shower and wash his face. He didn't even need to wash his hair, because it was already a wig. If it got dirty and couldn't be combed, he would just change it.

Standing in front of the mirror, Shang Nan took off her wig.

"..."

[14: Chen Xuan squeezed your head so round.]

"I have the same head as everyone else," Shang Nan turned on the faucet, wetted the towel, wrung it out and covered it on top of his head. His head was slippery, so he wiped it twice and then rubbed his face.

The shower head is a bit big, and for Shang Nan, it is almost like a waterfall.

He was almost suffocated by the rain, so he washed it hastily.

With a towel covering Chen Xuan's head, he walked to the shelf with the sound of water, paused in his steps, then squatted down, and put his fingers on the latch of the small bright yellow door.

After hesitating for a moment, he raised his fingers and knocked on the door.

Shannan was picking out his ears. He shook his head and heard the sound of water sloshing in his body. He poked his ears with a towel, but it still didn't work.

He held his head with both hands and pulled up hard. It didn't hurt when the connections were pulled out, but he couldn't pull it out.

Hearing the knock on the door, Shang Nan went to open the door with heavy steps filled with water. He was wearing pajamas, with a bare head, and his face turned red from being pressed by him. Chen Xuan squatted and leaned over, "The water is very hot?"

Shang Nan kicked his calf, "No, the water in the shower was too big and I got wet."

It probably entered through the ears, and finally accumulated in the two legs. The water filled up to the buttocks, and it was difficult to drag the legs around.

Chen Xuan looked at Anan's embarrassed look and said, "I forgot to plug your ears."

He grabbed Shang Nan out of the bathroom. In his hands, he easily picked off Shang Nan's head, poured out the water that had entered his body, and used a hair dryer to set the low temperature to dry his head.The water stains inside have also been dried.

After confirming that there was no water, he stood up with Shang Nan's head and body and went to the workshop.

All you need to do is add a small steel piece to the ear canal to block the water.

"I will ask 09 to make a new shower head for you when the time comes." Chen Xuan remade the head and took a new wig from the drawer. It was pink, a very gentle pink, not dazzling.

Chen Xuan didn't choose anything else and directly put the pink wig on Shang Nan's head. Any color wig that An Nan would wear would look good.

He put the head back on Shang Nan. At this time, Shang Nan's face was deformed by his pinching. The makeup on his face had been fixed at some point, so even if Chen Xuan directly pinched his face to repair his skull, his face would still be intact.It's still the same face, nothing has changed.

Shang Nan grabbed two new wigs by himself. The pink one looked more tender than the blonde one.

"It's time to go to bed." Shang Nan jumped off the workbench, jumped onto the empty chair next to him, and then slid to the ground with the chair in his arms.

Unknowingly, he has now become accustomed to living like a doll.

His bed was on a table in the living room. There were several vases placed on the round table before. Now it was moved and became his room, but there were no walls or doors, only a small bed.

Chen Xuan stood at the door of the multi-purpose room, watching the doll with the new wig try its best to climb onto the stool, and finally climbed onto the table with the tablecloth in its arms, and lay down on the small bed.

As soon as Shang Nan lay down and was about to ask Chen Xuan to remember to turn off the lights, he saw Chen Xuan walking towards him.

After Chen Xuan walked to the table, he pulled out the chair, sat down slowly, and moved closer to the table. He propped his chin up and said, "Anan, sleep with me."

Shan Nan hugged the quilt and said, "What?"

Chen Xuan stretched out his hand and easily pulled off Shang Nan's quilt. The quilt that was just right for Shang Nan was slowly folded up in Chen Xuan's hands, folded into a tofu cube, and placed farthest away from the bed.edge of table.

"It's cold." Shannan didn't know why.

"Did you say before that you were afraid that I would be bored, so you wanted to stay with me?" Chen Xuan leaned over and was very close to Shannan. He smiled and said, "It's raining outside. You can sleep in my room tonight."