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    Chapter 16 - Revised

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    Ye Chengxing... actually sought a lawyer to help her terminate her contract with Starlight Entertainment?

    Li Jia couldn't help but recall the hurried appearance and thoughtful expression of Ye Chengxing. She had imagined everything that Ye Chengxing might do, but she never expected that all the hustle and bustle was for her.

    The Omega stood by the roadside, staring at the bandage wrapped around her palm, feeling her heart in turmoil.

    Just then, her phone beeped again. She took it out and saw that Ye Chengxing had transferred a considerable amount of money to her.

    Li Jia belatedly remembered the excuse she had used about coming out to look for books and browse through some documents.

    Her heart tightened as she looked around at the various shops, deliberately choosing the bookstore farthest from the law firm. She quickened her pace, entered the bookstore, picked out a few books randomly, and then sent her location to Ye Chengxing as if she had just seen the message.

    Ye Chengxing arrived quickly.

    Looking at the Omega standing at the bookstore entrance with books in her arms, she thought to herself that she needed to be more meticulous in the future.

    So when Li Jia got into the car, she said, "If you need anything, just tell me directly. I'm afraid sometimes I don't think of things."

    Li Jia was in the process of transferring the money back to her when she heard this and paused. She replied, "There's no need, Sister... I still have some savings from before."

    She couldn't explain the source of the money in detail, so she could only evade the question. However, Ye Chengxing transferred the money back to her, even adding much more: "Li Jia, there's no need to feel embarrassed. After all, you call me Sister. This amount is nothing."

    Li Jia looked at the number on the screen, feeling increasingly flustered.

    Although she had always believed that whether Ye Chengxing's kindness was genuine or not didn't matter, deep down, she leaned towards the idea that it was insincere.

    But at this moment, she couldn't help but wonder—

    Is this real? She didn't know.

    But if it were true... what should she do?

    She had become accustomed to malice, so much so that discovering genuine kindness left her at a loss.

    She couldn't resist asking Ye Chengxing.

    Why didn't she take advantage of her and humiliate her like others did, but instead took her to the hospital? Why did she find her a school and hire a tutor? Why did she give her so much and secretly seek a lawyer to help her terminate her contract... and why was she so kind to her?

    Did she really understand the situation before wanting to help her terminate her contract with Starlight Entertainment, without fearing the trouble?

    Li Jia looked at the string of numbers on the screen, the zeros behind them astonishing. She lowered her eyelashes and finally asked directly, "Sister, why are you so good to me? The reason you gave before was just an excuse, right?"

    Ye Chengxing wasn't surprised that Li Jia saw through this. She wasn't very good at lying, so it was natural for Li Jia to notice.

    But how to explain it?

    Putting aside whether the existence of the system could be revealed to Li Jia, even if she wanted to, the system wouldn't allow her to say anything.

    "I don't know how to explain this..." After pondering for a long time, Ye Chengxing sighed softly and said, "But Li Jia, I came here for you."

    Although she couldn't reveal the existence of the system, saying it this way conveyed the general meaning.

    When Li Jia heard Ye Chengxing say this, her eyelashes trembled violently.

    She thought about how she had previously wanted to trade this cherished concern, even if it was false, but now that she discovered that the kindness and concern were truly genuine, she suddenly felt her heart in chaos and wanted to push it away.

    For her?

    Did Ye Chengxing know what she was saying?

    The Omega gripped the book tightly in her hand. Because of the force, her fingertips turned slightly white.

    "Ye Chengxing, do you think because you're good to me, I'll be grateful?" She spoke in a hoarse voice, no longer calling her "Sister."

    With this sentence out, the rest seemed easier to say.

    The book was clutched too tightly, and Li Jia felt the paper scraping against the bandage. She could almost recall the expression on Ye Chengxing's face when she bandaged her.

    As this sentence was spoken, the car fell silent. Li Jia spoke again, almost laughing bitterly: "To be honest, I won't be grateful to you, nor will I trust you. I'll even find you disgusting, no matter what you do. So put away your desire to save me. Is it worth it? Is it necessary? It's like seeing a wounded bird on the road. That bird may not care anymore. Who cares?"

    Why be good to her and want to help her terminate her contract with Starlight Entertainment? Did she really want to pull her out of the mire of her past? But what was the point? Don't save her, and don't pull her out. If she were the same as she was in her previous life at this time, she might have been pulled out, but now it was too late. She was already like this, and she didn't want anyone to pull her out.

    Ye Chengxing shouldn't be good to her anymore. Like those people, she should just criticize and hate her. She could accept this person's insincere kindness, but if it was genuine, forget it. She didn't need someone to genuinely care about her.

    So what would pulling her out achieve? She wouldn't remember her kindness.

    Li Jia looked at the silent Ye Chengxing and suddenly had an awkward thought. Even though she had said hurtful words, she didn't want to see Ye Chengxing hate her.

    But never mind, this was for the best. Her leaving her alone would be the best outcome.

    Perhaps it was rare to encounter someone different from her past, which made her strange herself.

    These days, spending time with Ye Chengxing and being looked at by the Alpha's gentle and starry gaze for too long, she had momentarily felt the illusion that she deserved to be treated well. But she almost forgot that she wasn't that kind of person. The moody, annoying, hurtful, and unlikable one was the real her.

    Now that she heard her say this, even Ye Chengxing wouldn't want to be good to her anymore, right? Perhaps there wouldn't be anyone else who would be as good to her as Ye Chengxing was. But it didn't matter. None of it mattered. She didn't need it.

    She still wanted to help her terminate the contract. How did she learn about her contract? Or maybe she hadn't seen the contract and simply wanted to help. But did she know what kind of person Linque was and who he had backing him? The young lady, accustomed to smooth sailing and being pampered, did she know how wicked people could be? Did she really think that taking her out of there would solve everything? These messy matters should only rot along with her. Why bother, Ye Chengxing?

    She didn't owe her anything. On the contrary, she owed Ye Chengxing a lot these days.

    She really... hated good people the most.

    The car stopped, and Ye Chengxing hadn't spoken yet. Li Jia looked out the window.

    The sunlight faded, and the sky had darkened. But as it was time, the streetlights lit up. Because of the lights, it wasn't completely dark.

    At that moment, she heard Ye Chengxing finally speak.

    "Li Jia." She called her name, and her voice sounded nothing like she had imagined it would be—without anger, disappointment, or any other uncomfortable emotions of misunderstanding.

    The car was actually getting quite dark, but with light filtering in, it wasn't completely shrouded in darkness.

    In the darkness, there is always light.

    "I'm actually quite happy to hear you say you don't trust me," Ye Chengxing spoke, her voice calm, even carrying a faint, gentle laugh as usual.

    Hearing that laugh, Li Jia felt her heartstrings tug, becoming even more disordered.

    This attitude again.

    She turned her gaze back and looked at Ye Chengxing.

    Why on earth was she being kind to her? After saying such hurtful words, how could she still look at her so gently?

    "You're right, but what's the question of worth?" Ye Chengxing met Li Jia's eyes. Perhaps it was the light reflecting from outside the car window, or perhaps something else, causing her gaze to seem to radiate another kind of bright light, "It may be true that the bird itself doesn't care anymore, but Li Jia, I do."

    By the not-so-clear light, Ye Chengxing saw Li Jia's eyes, saw the bones of her fingers gripping the book so tightly they were nearly white, her eyelashes quivering like a butterfly about to take flight.

    So she repeated softly, "Li Jia, I really do care..."

    Upon hearing this, the Omega's eyelashes visibly quivered even more, not hearing Li Jia's voice, Ye Chengxing continued, "I've never said this before, but in my eyes, you're not a wounded bird unable to flap its wings and needing to be saved."

    Her voice wasn't particularly loud, and her tone was soft, yet beneath her words lay an inexplicably vibrant power, like the spring breeze thawing frozen soil, sweeping over hills, causing withered branches to sprout new green buds.

    "In my opinion, you're more like a butterfly."

    "A butterfly that transforms from a cocoon."

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    Author's note:

    Thank you to the following angels for your support, hugs~

    Thanks to the angel who launched a rocket: Yikouxue 1;

    Thank you all so much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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