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date="2021-01-20"

title="Chapter 12: All Beings Are Suffering "

weight="123011"

series = ["What to Do When I Become a Koi and Fall into the Male God’s Bathtub"]

mode = "manual"

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Xi Guican was uncomfortable after soaking in the medicinal bath. This weakness from the body was even more unbearable than external pain.

Because of this sense of weakness, Xi Guican had an illusion, as if he had returned to the days of Subject 20, weak and at the mercy of others.

The side effects of the medicated bath will last for three hours.

The sound of the live broadcast was turned to the maximum, but it still couldn't fill the empty space of the entire room. He slowly closed his eyes, and a soft humming sounded in his ear again in a daze. It was obviously only a hallucination, but his body's weakness was strangely weakened.

I really want to see that person...

Want to hear his voice, want to see his smiling eyes. Unable to miss it.

Xi Guican generally lay down in the game cabin. When he entered the game and lay in the cotton den, he felt that what he had done was like being drunk with soup. Is this the legendary Internet addiction?

Click.

The chubby tiger ears trembled subconsciously. don't know since when the iron door was pushed open and He Ruge equated with the sound of the click. The dull clicking sound was more pleasing than the singing of the lark.

The person in front of him still looked unhappy.

--what happened?

——Who is bullying you again?

He Ruge frowned and his expression was "sorrowful", but this sorrow was different from the melancholy in the morning. It was a kind of melancholy tied to others, as if Xi Guican's every move affected the face. Mood swings.

Xi Guican reacted afterwards... he seemed to feel sorry for me.

Turns out I bullied him.

The emotion that emerged in his heart was strange and strange, a kind of embarrassment, with a little shameful joy. What is even more strange is that when he realized that He Ruge was caring for him and loving him, the frailty that could be tolerated was magnified thousands of times at this moment.

Bathed in such a gentle gaze, the cotton nest he was lying on seemed to be made of velvet. He was the little white tiger who grew up under the meticulous care and care. He could not eat any bitterness, because this bitterness would be another A person's eyes are infinitely magnified.

...I should be uncomfortable.

The side effects of the medicated bath still appear in the game. It will be easier to maintain the posture of bowing up and bending into shrimps, but Xi Guican has become accustomed to camouflaging strong armor.

In the environment he has been in all year round, once he relaxes and shows tiredness, those hiding in the dark will surround him like sharks smelling fishy, ​​looking for a chance to pull a piece of meat from him.

Xi Guican also knew that what the so-called fans of the Federation admired and sought after was only a deified "Federal Blade". No one cares how much he hurts in Star Wars, they will only cheer for his record.

Just like the people in Xinghai Orphanage only care about the physical data of the "experiment", not the little white tiger.

A weak experimental product is equivalent to a defective product and is to be destroyed.

He must be strong, even if his body is full of holes, he can only hide in the dark and lick his wounds.

but--

Xi Guican raised his eyes and looked at He Ruge. The person in front of him had a clear face with fine skin and tender flesh and white skin. It was so clean that it showed a sense of translucency, harmless and soft, and had a gentle temperament that seemed to tolerate him. All edges and corners will also heal his wounds.

It seems that whether he is sitting upright, standing, lying on his side or even pouting his butt, the person's attitude towards him will not change. If he insists on keeping his manners, he won't get...distressed by the people in front of him.

I should be uncomfortable. Xiao Baihu thought uncertainly, I was really uncomfortable.

Little by little, what flooded my mind was anxious expectation, looking forward to the next move of the person in front of me. I have been so uncomfortable, what about you, what would you do?

Can you sing to me? It's like coaxing the bunny next door.

And what should I do?

A hand stretched out in front of Xiao Baihu, with a pill in his palm.

Xiao Baihu, who was full of anticipation, clicked in his heart, he had already guessed what was in his palm, he still sniffed it close, hoping to smell the sweet sugar.

Life is bitter enough, he needs a little sweetness to adjust it.

The bitter taste of medicine destroyed his last illusion. Xiao Baihu turned around sullenly, not wanting to face the incomprehensible "lover" behind him.

He is not ill, just has the sequelae of taking a hair growth bath, and now the little white tiger in the game has a greasy fur. He Ruge may not believe the reason why he is uncomfortable.

Even if He Ruge believed it, he wouldn't say it. There is a risk of hair loss at a young age. Isn't it a joke to say it?

Thinking about it this way, Xi Guican feels that hair loss is really an unspeakable pain. If he was injured in the Star Wars, he would be able to take off his clothes openly to He Ruge, pointing to the scar on his body and speaking righteously. This is a badge of honor.

Xi Guican drank milk, and his young body contained a soul filled with adult sorrow.

"If you are sick, you need to take medicine. If you don't take medicine, will the illness get better by yourself?" It was obviously a reproach, because the gentle tone of the mouth became light and light, and there was no reprimand.

"I used to be ill and insisted on not taking medicine..."

He Ruge talked about the adult’s worries, and Xiao Baihu took a long sip of the baby bottle in melancholy. When he heard the word "money", his fluffy tiger ears trembled and his little head turned silently. past--

That... I don't have anything else, just a lot of money.

Does this broken game support Krypton Gold? I'll hit you with one billion stars, so you won't be sad anymore, okay?

He Ruge's eyelashes drooped slightly, staring at the pill in his palm for no apparent reason. Xi Guican couldn't stand this expression the most. Xi Guican, who never gave in to anything, softened his heart and ate the pill like his fate. Go down, then pour into the cotton den and think about life again.

Since when did he start to indulge this person?

The temperature of the palm of the man's palm came from his back. It was just the right warmth to be burned into the heart. Xiao Baihu's body curled up because of his uncomfortable feeling stretched out slightly.

The strength of the opponent's touch is just right, and it is greedy gentle. He Ruge has too many traits that he likes, Xi Guican doesn't even understand at this moment, whether he likes He Ruge a little because of these traits, or because he has a good impression of He Ruge, so Aiwu Jiwu likes those traits.

Xiao Baihu couldn't help turning over his body, and illuminated his soft, undefended belly in front of the young man. The belly fell with his breath, and the weakness and uncomfortableness in his body accumulated on his abdomen. Perhaps warmth could dispel the pain.

"Cover my belly with your hand."

The snow-white hand dropped, and the fingertips touched the soft belly like a dragonfly. The hand was carefully covered, exuding the temperature of ironing.

Xi Guican felt that he must be crazy, only then would he expose the most vulnerable part to another person, and personally entrust his life to the other person.

Even if this is just a game, everything in it is false, this kind of behavior is still too crazy for him.

At this moment, the sense of crisis suddenly soared, surpassing the safety alert position, his hair couldn't help but burst, every nerve was trembling slightly, but the body was very honest and hugged that hand.

Why is this happening? Why do you get so close to the game character "He Ruge"?

Is this what the latter wants? A new underbelly?

The pupils shrank instantly.

No, he does not allow himself to have any weaknesses! This unexpected cognition made Xiao Baihu horrified. He was helpless and bit the opponent fiercely as if he was rushing to the doctor.

The bite is so deep, the bloody smell fills the tip of the tongue, and it is slightly salty. Xiao Baihu was stimulated by the bloody smell to take a big step back. He was furious and stumbled and sat back into the nest.

His gaze fell on the dazzling red of his hand. Against the white skin, the red was too gorgeous and almost burned Xi Guican's eyes.

He Ruge looked over blankly and confusedly. He Ruge has always been wearing plain clothes, like a holy and unsullied angel, but at this moment, Xi Guican feels that if the piece of pure white is dyed red, it will be fascinating. Gorgeous.

Xiao Baihu turned his head, his heart beating like a drum.

Bang. Bang. Bang bang.

The sweetness of the fruit candy that had eaten before still remained, mixed with the bloody smell, and they lost their boundaries.

Xi Guican's claws shrank nervously. He hesitantly licked the tiger's teeth with the tip of his tongue. There was a very faint strawberry smell in the bloody smell, sweet and greasy, and Xi Guican seemed to smell the aroma of the fruit candy again.

He knew it was an illusion, but the smell of sugar was everywhere, entwining his whole body, and the overly sweet aroma was so sweet that his heart suddenly rose with a sense of tremor, he wanted to bite the man's throat ...

The gurgling blood will flow out, it is all sweet candy taste, the twists and turns of small streams converge into a long river, that is the river of bright red candy, the man sits on the clouds in the sky and sings while singing softly, Sprinkle colorful fruit candy on one side.

Do not. He cannot do this.

Xiao Baihu's tight body shivered, and an unbelievable look appeared in his blue eyes. Obviously...Obviously, the monster in his body hasn't awakened yet, so why does the sober self have such terrible thoughts.

Doesn't this mean that he himself is a total monster?

The heart hurts as if it was held firmly by a hand, and the paw unconsciously pierced the cotton nest. Perhaps after three seconds, or perhaps longer, the little white tiger lay in the cotton nest as if it was unstretched.

He Ruge.

As he read the name, there was a little ripple in his heart. It was a mood of light and shadow, and it was fleeting. Even Xi Guican himself didn't know what the throbbing in his heart meant.

He didn't know what conspiracy was in this game. He also didn't want to know, there are some things that actually don't need to be asked.

He is tired.

Xi Guican remembered his original intention of playing the game. He wanted to hear that person sing, he wanted to see that person's smiling eyes, and he wanted to be close to the warm person.

So everything is not important anymore. He needs a little warmth, not too much, just a little is enough.

Step by step, Xiao Baihu walked towards the person in front of him slowly and firmly. His blue eyes looked at the snow-white face. He had to admit that at the very beginning, he was bewitched by this immaculate and pure beauty, and even now opened his eyes wide When look at the other person, feel tingling in eyes.

Just like when he left room B6, he saw a large halo that penetrated the window lattices. Even if his eyes were tingling in the dark, he still stared at the light.

In the dim light, He Ruge's eyes were bright, and he could clearly see the light in the other's eyes.

Bright and soft light.

The dark feeling that had tortured him for the first half of his life spread again. Xi Guican lowered his head and licked the wound on the opponent's hand, confirming once again that it belonged to He Ruge.

tastes good.

But can't drink anymore, because this person will be hurt.

"I promise, no one can bully you in the future."

"including me."

I may not be your knight, but I will never let myself become a monster that hurts you.

So... don't be afraid of me.