Chapter 29

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date="2021-01-20"

title="Chapter 29 "

weight="123028"

series = ["What to Do When I Become a Koi and Fall into the Male God’s Bathtub"]

mode = "manual"

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The little rabbit curled up in the iron cage, the silver worm's wings hung weakly, his face was peaceful and happy, as if he had had a dream.

19th

【Dead】

He Ruge, who drove the "Pokemon Ball" in his backpack early, trembled. He immediately used the Pokemon Ball on the little bunny for fear of missing the three-second capture time.

[Whether to use "Pixie Ball" for No. 19]

【Yes】

【no】

The red and white elf ball hovered in the air, and a gentle halo enveloped the little rabbit.

[Detection of the captured subject's favorability is extremely high! 】

[Capture successful! 】

The red cap on the upper half of the elf ball disappeared, leaving only half of the white hemisphere. There is a small carrot symbol in the center of the white hemisphere.

The white hemisphere contains a super mini bunny. The bunny is sleeping soundly with his eyes closed. Two small paws are on the edge of the hemisphere. The silver wings are too long to fit in the hemisphere, so the tip of the wings hangs on the outside of the elf ball .

[Name]: Little Elf Ball

[Quality]: Rare

[Evaluation]: What's in the elf ball? There are cute little rabbits! When you are in danger, just shout "Go, Pikachu", and you can wake up and let him come out and help you~ When you are in danger of life, the softness in the elf ball doesn't need to call, also It will come out automatically~

[Soft skills]: "Attract attention 100%" when the cute soft appears, regardless of men, women, young or old, good and bad people, their attention will be attracted away by the soft ~

[Limits]: Ruanruan fell asleep in the poke ball, there are parents in the dream, don't wake him up often, let him sleep beautifully~

The elf ball returned to the backpack, and the corpse of the little rabbit lay in the iron cage. He Ruge realized the unreal sense of dislocation for a while, and he opened the backpack to look at the elf ball to be sure that the softness was still there.

To see mom and dad in a dream, this should be the best ending for Ruan Ruan.

He Ruge pushed the frame in a complicated mood.

He still remembers the happy mood of being surrounded by twenty little cuties when he first entered this game. Unexpectedly... there was only the last cutie left.

He Ruge looked at the little white tiger in the cage, feeling particularly complicated. The little white tiger silently looked at the little rabbit in the cage. His blue eyes were complex emotions that did not match his age, depressed and sad, but in these blue-tone emotions, there was a softness that had never appeared before.

Gentle and sad blue.

Like the blue sky above the church, and like the lake on the bank of the sigh.

He Ruge faced such a pair of blue eyes, it was no longer possible to describe the little white tiger as a murderer, because at this moment, the sharpness of the whole body of the little white tiger melted away like ice and snow.

Click [Dialog] with the mouse.

number 20

[He has also become a star. Each of us will become a star. I have never told you what my name is. 】

[Please remember. 】

[My name is Xi Guican. If I die one day, I will finally become a star, resplendent. 】

Xiao Baihu smiled at He Ruge.

The way Xiao Baihu laughed is too cute, He Ruge couldn't help but keep the screenshots.

Because the crow had something to find him, He Ruge left Room 214 and walked to the staff dormitory. As soon as he opened the door, he was stunned--

The dormitory is full of various laser weapons and energy bombs. The crow took off the mask, revealing his face that was so pale that he could not see the sun. He sat on the large energy cannon and smoked, the smoke was full of smoke, and the scarlet ignition light of the cigarette butt flashed in the dim.

crow

【You came. 】

[The person above has already started to check the identity of the golden python. I am responsible for the search on the second floor. I must give an explanation. 】

[My explanation...]

He spit out a smoke ring and said hoarsely:

[I just bombed this laboratory. 】

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Xi Guican was lying in the cotton nest, looking at No.19 through the iron cage. The little rabbit was gulping milk tea. From his angle, he could see a drop of tears falling from the rabbit’s eye socket and splashing in the milk tea. Layer after layer of small water waves were opened.

Just like the energy bomb that bombed the golden python exploded in the night sky, the outermost energy aftermath had not completely dissipated, the lines of light stagnating in the sky.

When he looked up at the sky at that time, he suddenly remembered the wish of the golden python. "Fly high and far into the sky and become a star." He really became a star.

Many people are poor and cannot get what they want in their entire lives. It's great, at the moment when he rushed out of the cage, Xi Xing should be extremely happy.

The heart that had been cold and frozen suddenly cracked. In the sea of ​​souls that have dried up long ago, trivial foreign emotions flooded into it. That is the joy of others. Unreal joy.

But Xi Guican felt it.

Xi Guican always believes that the luxury of joy is something other people have, and it has nothing to do with him. He lacks the ability to empathize, lack the ability to perceive, and the joys, sorrows, sorrows and sorrows of outsiders are all over him, vague and unreal.

But at this moment, Xi Guican touched the soft and warm joy through that layer of yarn.

It's not fear, disgust, or indifference. It was not the despair he had touched. The golden python died in front of him that day, his cloudy eyes lost their light, and when the huge body crashed down, suffocating despair spread and enveloped his whole body.

For so many years, he seems to have been experiencing all kinds of despair, madness, collapse and suppressed negative emotions. There are too many emotions now, almost shielding his perception.

Can the golden python die so happily?

Obviously this is just a fake game, but Xi Guican couldn't help taking it seriously. Everything is too realistic, he really needs some false comfort to paralyze himself.

Xiao Baihu turned his head and looked at He Ruge, who was holding him. The young man looked up nervously, his black eyes did not blink, and bright and dazzling light reflected in those dark eyes like the night sky.

very nice.

Xiao Baihu watched quietly for a long time.

He wanted to tell He Ruge that for people like them, death to the end is not the most terrible thing. It is the most terrifying thing to linger and die so quietly. This quiet death will give people an illusion--

Maybe they never existed.

He just wanted to comfort the person in front of him so, but when Xi Guican recalled that he destroyed Xinghai Orphanage and broke through the cage, he found that he was not happy at that time.

Because that day, the monster in his body was released. It was not him who broke through the cage, it was the monster. It was the monster who broke free from the restraint of reason, ruined everything, and also ruined himself.

The terrible monster, the sleeping monster, is him, and not his monster.

Xi Guican could feel the monster in his body extremely weak, so weak that only the last breath remained, lingering in his body. If there is a knife that can penetrate the body, Xi Guican is willing to gouge out the monster by himself, just like cutting the rotten flesh from the wound, separating the monster from his body.

But...

That monster was not rotten flesh, it was his heart, and the beating of his left atrium between every breath he took was proof of the monster's existence.

In fact, Xi Guican always felt that he was in a swamp with a dark night sky above his head. He had walked in the swamp for so long, and when he was tired, the monster appeared, dominating his body and wandering aimlessly.

Obviously, he and the monster depended on each other for so many years, but when he finally left the swamp, he wanted to remove the monster from his body like a bug wing.

He walked out of the Xinghai Orphanage and walked to the Federation, only to find that the Federation was actually another swamp. The sky above his head is the darkness that has not changed. He is a traveler who is struggling with his life. He has never belonged to any place, and no place has contained him.

Why did Xi Guican suffer from this disease? Actually, Xi Guichan vaguely guessed the truth.

But what if he guessed the truth? He understood these people, and he even wanted to destroy himself with his own hands. From the roots, from the bones, he was rotten.

He knew, and only he knew that he had never been a monster created by Xinghai Orphanage. He was born...

It's a monster.

Even if he tried his best to be a normal person, even if he broke the worm wing with his own hands, the wound on his body still exists and will never disappear.

Before encountering this game, Xi Guican was already determined to die. He allowed himself to drown in the swamp, feeling the suffocation of silt over his mouth and nose.

Suddenly one day, in the deserted darkness, a ray of light penetrated through the thick clouds and shone on his face. He actually yearns for, likes, and gets close to this beam of light, but he knows that the light is illusory, like a mirrored flower, and he can't hold it with his fingertips.

The beam of light was shining on his face, body, and on the swamp. Following the path of the light, he reached out and picked up a star and a second star from the mud...

Those stars flew into the night sky, so bright stars suddenly appeared in the dark sky above him for many years.

It flashes like a song by He Ruge.

Twinkle and twinkling, the sky is full of stars, hanging in the sky to shine. The faint starlight broke through the clouds, sprinkled from the sky, and sprinkled on him.

That is light, and He Ruge is the light in his life, illuminating his dark world, illuminating the beauty in the darkness that he has never discovered.

Before meeting He Ruge, he thought he had never been favored by fate. However, at this moment, when he looked up at the starry sky, Xi Guican realized that the stars above his head were always there, but they were blocked by dark clouds, blinding his eyes, so that he had never discovered the beauty of the world.

He had been in the mud for the first half of his life, and he also believed that the people and things around him were "combined with each other," "dirty", and "unsightly." But now destiny tells him that it is not like that, those people are just stars falling from the sky.

The golden python is like this.

The same goes for the little rabbit.

So does this mean... he is like this too. Does it mean that he is not rotted in his bones, those filthy things are just the silt dust on his body, when he is washed away, will he also become a star in the sky?

Xi Guican quietly looked at the young man in front of him. After a long while, he whispered, "Each of us will become a star."

So I am also a star.

"I have never told you what my name is."

It used to be the name of despair and death.

"Please remember."

New emotions are now entrusted.

"My name is Xi Guican. If I die one day, I will finally become a star and be resplendent."

You picked me up from the mud of the swamp and sent me to the sky.