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    Chapter 85: No Restraint

    Shen Zhixue was really scared. He gulped nervously, "No, we don't need to go this far. I have to get up early tomorrow for an audition... Hey, hey, don't cover my eyes!"

    Jiang Huizhou found him annoying and dragged Shen Zhixue into the room. He found a red silk scarf in the wardrobe and covered Shen Zhixue's eyes.

    His eyes, so beautiful, when they smiled at him, it was like stars twinkling in their depths.

    But without love, without longing.

    Shen Zhixue didn't like him at all.

    This realization choked Jiang Huizhou; he didn't want to see Shen Zhixue's eyes anymore.

    So annoying, utterly infuriating.

    A voice was screaming inside him.

    This indescribable, uncomfortable feeling made him irritable.

    If he didn't like him, so be it. Even if he didn't like him, Shen Zhixue could only beg for mercy beneath him.

    As long as that was the case, it was enough.

    "No, baby, let's try something else, okay? Don't cover my eyes, I can't see..." Shen Zhixue kept babbling sweet words, "Don't... mmm."

    Dry, cold fingers pinched his tongue. Jiang Huizhou's voice was rough, "Quiet."

    Shen Zhixue instinctively recoiled, his mouth making wet sounds as it was probed. He could only emit some meaningless whimpers.

    Jiang Huizhou looked down at Shen Zhixue.

    He looked like a lamb led to slaughter, helplessly tilting his neck, his profile shimmering under the light.

    Jiang Huizhou pulled his hand from Shen Zhixue's mouth, who slightly opened his mouth, panting lightly, a small, bright red tongue peeking out.

    His touch was much gentler, not as urgent as usual, even...

    Shen Zhixue pursed his lips, unsure of Jiang Huizhou's mood, and really didn't dare to speak again. Otherwise, endless torment awaited him.

    Jiang Huizhou's voice was rough, "This is what an omega's body produces, right, Zhi Zhi?"

    Shen Zhixue's wrists were bound to the headboard with a tie, his legs forcibly spread by Jiang Huizhou, his eyes covered with a red silk scarf. A blurry red filled his vision; he couldn't see anything, could only turn his head, revealing a reddened ear.

    Jiang Huizhou pinched Shen Zhixue's chin and chuckled, "What are you avoiding, Zhi Zhi? No matter how you want to hide, the body is the most honest, isn't it?"

    That body was too exquisite. Jiang Huizhou couldn't hold back, but he was still extremely patient, almost gentle, helping Shen Zhixue open up bit by bit.

    Shen Zhixue tilted his snow-white neck, not saying a word, only occasionally letting out a couple of light moans like a kitten.

    Perhaps out of shyness, or perhaps anger, after letting out unbearable gasps, he would punish himself by biting his lower lip.

    The red gauze over his eyes was slightly damp, the color there more vivid than the surroundings, sticking to Shen Zhixue's eyelids.

    Jiang Huizhou's fingers gently brushed past Shen Zhixue's eye corners, "Why are you crying, Zhi Zhi? Does it hurt a lot?"

    Shen Zhixue didn't speak, as if in a huff.

    Jiang Huizhou held his face, taking advantage of Shen Zhixue's blindness, his eyes showing a dark and crazy expression, "Are you scared, Zhi Zhi? Don't be afraid of me. I won't ruin you."

    He said one thing, but his actions told a completely different story.

    The initial tenderness and care were just the calm before the storm. Shen Zhixue bit his lower lip so hard he tasted blood.

    Jiang Huizhou, torn between wanting to wreck him and tenderness, whispered softly in his ear, "Zhi Zhi, don't hurt yourself. It would break my heart."

    Shen Zhixue's vision blurred with tears, soaking the red veil and revealing the contours of his eye sockets.

    "Shh, don't cry..." Jiang Huizhou pressed against his forehead, fearing he might hurt himself, and reached out to untie the tie binding his wrists: "Zhi Zhi, stop crying."

    Shen Zhixue couldn't take it anymore, his nails digging into Jiang Huizhou's back, leaving bloody trails: "No, it hurts! Jiang Huizhou, stop! I can't... I can't take it!"

    Ignoring him, Jiang Huizhou saw Shen Zhixue biting his lip hard enough to draw blood, so he grabbed the tie and stuffed it into Shen Zhixue's mouth to prevent him from biting himself.

    Shen Zhixue's hands were restrained by Jiang Huizhou's large palms, unable to even cry out.

    "Zhi Zhi, it hurts, doesn't it?" Jiang Huizhou said hoarsely: "Remember this pain. Remember who caused it. Only pain leaves a lasting impression, right?"

    Shen Zhixue shook his head frantically, tears streaming down his face, the veins on his pale neck standing out as he endured a mix of agony and ecstasy.

    Finally, Jiang Huizhou, for the first time, went without protection...

    Then he lay on top of him, holding him close, gently kissing away his tears and murmuring: "I won't hurt you anymore. Let's sleep, okay?"

    Shen Zhixue gritted his teeth.

    "No," Jiang Huizhou murmured, nuzzling Shen Zhixue's neck lazily: "For an Alpha to mark an omega, they need to form a knot inside the omega for six hours to ensure pregnancy."

    Shen Zhixue froze, his hand instinctively moving to his stomach.

    Panicking, he shoved Jiang Huizhou away: "I can't get pregnant right now! Get off!"

    "Why not?" Jiang Huizhou growled, biting his neck menacingly: "You're my legally bound omega. Why can't you carry my child?"

    As if daring Shen Zhixue to refuse, he threatened to strike like a venomous snake.

    Shen Zhixue clenched his fists, turning his head away: "I don't want kids."

    Even in this day and age, as an omega, reproduction was instinctive, but he refused to be reduced to a breeding tool. He was a man, and even if he had to submit to someone to save his life, he didn't want to get pregnant, nor could he imagine himself becoming a pregnant woman with a big belly.

    This was something he couldn't accept, at least not yet.

    His words were soft, but Jiang Huizhou heard the despair and unwillingness in them.

    He paused, tilting Shen Zhixue's chin up to kiss him: "Do you not want children at all, or just not mine?"

    Shen Zhixue didn't look at him, exhausted: "What's the difference?"

    "There is," Jiang Huizhou immediately said. "There is a difference."

    Shen Zhixue sighed: "I don't want children, anyone's."

    Jiang Huizhou was silent for a moment, slowly pulling out. Shen Zhixue frowned, his thighs trembling slightly.

    A soft pop echoed in the stillness.

    Shen Zhixue breathed a sigh of relief, barely sitting up: "Let's go take a bath."

    Jiang Huizhou looked at Shen Zhixue's pitiful state, marked with bruises, his legs trembling and barely able to stand, yet still staggering forward. For a moment, he felt a wave of guilt.

    "I'm sorry," he said as he walked over and picked Shen Zhixue up. "Let me help you clean up."

    Shen Zhixue just glanced at him, said nothing, and didn't resist, closing his eyes to rest.

    Jiang Huizhou placed Shen Zhixue into the bathtub, where the water temperature was just right.

    He had lost control earlier, making it hard to clean up properly.

    By the end, the water in the bathtub had become cloudy and dirty, and Jiang Huizhou was sweating profusely from the effort.

    After soaking for almost half an hour, Shen Zhixue finally felt a bit stronger, climbed out of the bathtub, and walked out, soaking wet.

    Jiang Huizhou followed him silently.

    Shen Zhixue didn't say a word, found a bathrobe from the wardrobe, and then dug through the bedside drawer, searching for something.

    Jiang Huizhou asked hesitantly, "What are you looking for?"

    Shen Zhixue replied, "Birth control pills."

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